I started my vacation this week. 10 days doing only what I want!!!!!! I went craft shopping with mother yesterday. We stopped at Red Lobster for lunch and the waitress was pg-and I didn't even get upset!!! I hope this lasts. Maybe the clomid was controlling my emotions more than I thought. I guess I will know next month then I go back on. If I start falling apart again I will know. Maybe the lord has answered that part of my prayers. Maybe I can be happy for these women again!!!!! I asked him to at least make this not so painfull and make it clear what all is exactly wrong so there will be closure. Maybe it will all be clear soon!!! Hi Rhonda and Donna and everyone. Cd 30 and waiting AF. God Bless everyone.
I just posted a note to you, but put it under your last post. Ooops! (ha ha)
Take care!
Donna
ps: craft shopping and antiques sounds sooooo great. I love to do crafts and such, and have been thinking about doing some things for the house like rewallpapering. (if I could figure out how!) ha ha
It sounds like you're having a good vacation. I love shopping of any kind and I want to look into knitting. I would love to make blankets and the like.
I'm glad that things seem to be a bit more upbeat for you. I think it's God and definitely not the Clomid making you better with the pg ladies. Prayer changes things. I believe that with all my heart. It is so much easier to be ok when we see baby things and people w/kids, etc. Otherwise-the world would be a miserable place to be sometimes. I have always believed that we chose how we react to things but I had never thought of incorporating that into my IF battle. When I did, after a while it didn't bother me anymore. Don't get me wrong--sometimes I avoid the baby sections alltogether but, for the most part, I am ok with it all.
I will keep you in my prayers. I didn't exactly get my clarity for about 4 years. I will tell you that I wouldn't change anything for the world. I have met so many wonderful people through all of this and have definitely grown spiritually. I hope your answers come soon and I hope they come in the form of a 7lb ??oz bundle of joy!
