Well I've been giving this whole infertility thing a break, I havent taken clomid since May, Anyways I was doing alright until 2 of my teenage cousins announced they were pregnant, actually one of them actually went into labor and thats how we all found out.....So then I started thinking, Why on earth is God allowing them to have babies and leave me here alone with no hope of ever having one myself.Oh and I can't forget that my my girlfriend from work is also pregnant, and the babies father is no where to be found. Anyways I don't mean to sound like I'm bad mouthing everyone around me Its just that I feel like I should be entitled to some happiness too. Well Yesterday I was having really bad cramps and after work AF arrived!!!!!!! All on her own!!!!!!! So this means I O'd around 9-11 a very deppressing day for me.....and I do remember feeling some pain in my right ovary that whole day, So I was just wondering if this has happened to anyone else???? Should I call the doc and let him know ??? Or should I just wait for next month to see what happens?????

I get those side pains too. After my first IUI I had left pain real bad. Dr didn't seem concerned about it. On clomid I have side twinges on both sides. The left side for me is the worst. I know what you mean about the anger. We all get that way. Though most of the gals in here have a good attitude towards this. It has helped me with mine some. I still get depressed though. I take care of a 12 year old boy sometimes. My dhs aunt pretty much raised him. He lives with her now. He also lives next door to his mother and she goes weeks not seeing his face. She wont adopt out because she doesn't want to loose the welfare check. This doesn't help my attitude at all. We all know these feelings. You are not alone. We all come here to vent sometimes. It helps me function out there. Good luck and take care.

I was thinking maybe it was just me I thought maybe I had turned bitter, but I think that if I didn't have this ttc problem I would still think this way about those teens having babies and also those girls with the loser boyfriends.....Well just wanted to let you gals know that I'm truley thankful for every single one of you,I feel as if I have learned alot from everyone.... God Bless!!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry that you got AF. I will tell you that I have pretty much given up ttc but am still hoping and praying that I don't get AF.

None of this makes any sense. I have generally not had problems when most people get pg around me until it comes to the 13 year olds I see at the Dr.'s office. Or the unmarried-I-have-a-drunk/druggie-for-a-boyfriend-but-I-am-still-TRYING-to-get-pregnant people. Then, after they have had the babies and are struggling, they actually have the nerve to complain about their struggles to me (stupid girls), and expect sympathy.

Sorry about the outburst. Try to stay positive and follow your heart. It will lead you down the right path.

Take care.
Love,
Rhonda