Maybe it's time you bought an airline ticket and put yourself and this woman you write about both out of your misery?
These lines are so sad I have tears in my eyes:
'And imagine
Lifeless Angel's wings,
In a Heaven
Where no one sings.'
If it makes you feel any better, some things in my own personal life are resolved, I'm getting stronger, and I'm singing right now, The Bee Gees & Celine Dionne "Immortality."
"So this is who I am
And this is who I'll love
And I must choose to live for all that I can give
The spark that makes the power grow
And I will stand for my dreams if I can
Symbol of my faith in who I am
But you are my only
And I will follow on the road that lies ahead
I won't let my heart control my head
But you are my only
We don't say good-bye
We don't say good-bye
And I've learned what I've got to give
Immortality,
I'll make my journey through eternity
I'll keep the memory of you and me inside
Fulfill your destiny
It's there within the truth
My song will never end
My fate is on the wind
The king of hearts
The joker's wild
We don't say good-bye
We don't say good-bye...."
It goes on, but I hope you get the idea... I think that woman you write about would be very happy to see you, Sir Broadspear.
Absolutely beautiful poem you gave us today, Rusty; it should be set to music so I can sing it.
Love and Peace,
Alice