I didn't think I'd ever feel,
this pain again, the hurt's so real.
You had to change, I let you know,
but you haven't, ever, so I let you go.
You're in my heart, a blessing you gave,
but you've never acted like a father behaves.
A daddy to be there, to love and to trust,
I'm sorry but money just isn't enough.
Out of all the things, that I could do,
all I did was keep faith in you.
I went into this thinking of a family dear,
now you've gone "home," and we're all alone here.
So have Happy Holidays, full of good cheer,
'cause I know me and her, will have a better New Year.
This message has been edited by WondersmithWest from IP address 68.144.74.112 on Dec 22, 2003 8:39 PM This message has been edited by WondersmithWest from IP address 68.144.74.112 on Dec 22, 2003 8:39 PM
Split families, loyalties, emotions, love, often prove to be situations impossible to manage, even by the most level headed adult. Inevitably most, if not all, involved get deeply hurt. This hurt is always magnified at Christmas and other anniversaries. I'm sure you'll have a wonderful Christmas and New Year and that love will be sent to you, even if the sender is not close enough to hand it to you.
Another good one, Honey! And just keep in mind, no matter what's gone under the bridge {and trolls belong under bridges!}, God has given you a new home for you and your daughter for Christmas! How much better Christmas present could you get? You'll feel so much better and more positive in your own envirnment, Krisi, it will all be worth it in the end...
In case we don't get to talk, you have a great Christmas with your family and your precious baby girl - take good care of her and your self! I'm sending you a big hug right now, and I'm sure I'll see you sometime over the holidays!
You have no idea how much of a friend you have been to me. I know I have only known you for what?...Four years, but I always know if I need advice, or a shoulder to cry on, or if I have questions about raising my daughter, I can ALWAYS turn to you. Even at 4am, you would be there for me. I love you Alice, you are like the mother I wish I could have had.
Its almost wierd the way that things happen in our life and they are always so similar. Alice, I am coming over tommorow with my Tarot cards cause we both need some clearing up before we make anymore choices.
Another thing concering the forum, is there any way to get a spell check on here?
Krisi
I'm sending you a big hug right now, and I'm sure I'll see you sometime over the holidays!