Jim, I think we've all been down in the depths of despair, but as song as we keep breathing, the sun always comes out again one day. I'm sorry to see such pain in your writing, because I know all to well where pain comes from. Some of our best work comes from those pits of despair - as long as we live long enough to cycle that pain into words!
Good to see you, my young friend. Are you getting too old for me to say that to you now? We've 'known' each other a long time by now, Jim, you've experienced a lot in the years I've known you, and you're a strong young man. There are always brighter days ahead.
Love and Blessings,
Alice