It's really nice to hear from you. I don't doubt your 'existence' a bit!
Gerard just has these moments and I lose faith and hope with him.
I am a mum and I know how we want to protect our kids. We just need to also protect them by reprimanding them when things get out of hand, don't we?
The sort of 'playing' here on this forum, to me is not a problem. Not after all this time. But when we get what seems such vindictiveness towards one who desires only intimate knowledge of the LIGHT, then I wonder what is the point of 'taking on' a relgion. You either want to LIVE the mission Jesus accepted or you do not. I am not so naive as to expect 100 per cent GOODNESS...else we would all be Ascended Masters. But LIGHT should build upon LIGHT, not try and negate it. And this is what I see at Pauls forum. And I find this distressing.
Paul and I both believe in Jesus, and in a Way that we both ourselves may not 'agree' on fully but when ones believes in Jesus, all Ways should be at least workable with his 'followers', in my opinion. We just put ego in the way and lose what Jesus was sent to remind us of. Who We Are.
I have never 'stopped' posting to you, Joanne, it's just that we rarely meet anymore. It is a shame that we post now only because of the 'situation'. If you posted again at a 'neutral' board I am sure we could talk more.
I am still here for Gerard but am not happy with what he has done at Paul's. A bit of distance is needed for a while. But there is nothing that cannot be healed if both or all dsire it.