However this turns out, it is just a step in your unfinished journey and we are all with you, holding your hand all the way. I don't know why, but it's incredibly rare for any one of us to get pregnant and stay that way without extraordinary pain and challenge. It can feel like a curse upon a curse at times. I will be keeping you close in prayer and hoping that this baby pulls through. If not, try again as soon as you can as many of us have and keep at it until you are holding your baby. I have complete faith that it will happen for you and your DH.