I think of your story and your happy ending at least once a day and it gives me GREAT hope, Lea. It's very hard to not expect the worst, I couldnt even look at the screen today until she said it was ok. I know you've been there with the losses, it is SO hard to not think the worst. I keep remembering "last time" and it's scary.
I keep your success in my mind when I start to freak. I hope I have the same happy outcome as you did!! Thank you for your encouragement, it helps tremendously.