I'm so sorry that you're dealing with this, and sorry that you don't have doctors that are helping you right now. Echoing the PPs, I don't see how P4 could hurt (and I would want to start right away). Do you have any lying around? Is there any doctor you could convince to prescribe some for you (even if you have to frame it as "just to make you feel better" so they don't feel like you're questioning their authority? Ridiculous to have to do this, but works sometimes- while you're finding a second opinion). As Sara H said, Amy would know the most of anyone on this board I think, and she did post her email address not too far down in a response to me on a post I started. I will be sending you and your babies lots of positive thoughts.