I am so happy to hear from you...I have been checking this board since my twins have been born as much as I can to see if you are on here again. Sounds like things are moving forward and at least some reasoning behind everything. I am so happy to see that you haven't given up....I too thought about it many many times...my persistance paid off now have to healthy babies well 3 children total. The twins are 10 weeks old and getting Baptised tomorrow.
I will look forward to more posts from you...your time will come I just know it.