are streaming down my face right now! Congratulations on the blessing of Lorelei! There are no words to describe how lucky this baby will be. Given all you've been through, she will feel the power of her parents' struggles and determination and know that she is loved beyond measure. Every time you look at that beautiful baby, the past will finally make sense. This is the baby you were supposed to have.
Don't give up on the breastfeeding. It's hard as heck at first but WILL get easier. Take advantage of the LC at your hospital and after you get home.
Be sure to take LOTS of pictures and videos those first few weeks! I wish I'd taken more.