Your sympathy brings me comfort although I wish you were not experiencing the same thing. I have been told it is not a hematoma and it has nothing to do with my progesterone levels since the babies are on their own now. I forced the testing of the progesterone and it came back within normal range (can't remember the number). I think you are correct about fear, it can be paralyzing and destructive. Your reminder of staying positive makes me want to start baby affirmations for my little ones. Thank you for sharing your journey with me.