I agree- I think it was a good choice in the end. As I was going into the shower earlier today I was thinking how I just wish I could think of this pregnancy as "normal" and then I realized that going to this appt to "give it a shot" would likely be really counter-productive in terms of making me feel that way so that sealed the deal for me. It's a bummer it turned out like this b/c I don't think it had to be this way (I think that one bad OB really did spoil the bunch!) but it is what it is. Thanks again for all your thoughts and advice- it was really helpful today!