but but but

I've been saving money ALL YEAR to go to Japan this summer. This means eating less, not buying ANY new Cds since December (for knowledge that I can get them a lot cheaper in Japan), not making any costumes for my cosplay hobby, not buying books for class, not buying any new dollies, not going out with my friends to places that charge money, bumming rides in order to save gas money...heck I told my parents to not get me anything for my birthday or Christmas. There's noooo waaaaayyy I'm going to New York.