My boyfriend and I are moving in together. WE've been friends for about 6 years and decided to date and so far its turning out great!The house we are moving into, his grandfather owns. Rents cheap so its a good deal. We've been fixing it up for a couple of weeks now getting ready for the big moving in. I also have a 2 year old daughter, she is not in any way related to my present boyfriend. The other night I wanted to really badly spend the night in the house with my boyfriend but he insisted that we have more people also because there is an errie feeling about the house at night. When you enter the dinning room it feels as though someone is pushing you away and once you cross into the room, a feeling of light-headedness overcomes you.When you arein the kitchen you feel a strange pulling feeling into the basement, like an urg to go down.The minute you open the door you automatically get a feeling of being uneasy and sometimes terrified. Once you get past the stairs to where the basement is you feel a feeling of lightheartedness, nothing matters and you feel happy. I also learned someone hung themselfs in the house, and with this in mind, a basic understanding of meditation and wicca,and alot of good intentions in mind, I attempted to somehow contact the spirits to see why they were still there and what they wanted. I wonder if that was such a good idea now. A little bit of being an idiot came into play, its called tempting something. Looking into a mirror might not be a good idea with a lit candle.
I attempted to meditate into a peaceful place after the candle incident.I was a little scared that I had tempted the hands of fate. My meditation was interrupted because something was not right, all I could think of was the staircase leading to the basement, someone was in my my quiet place.I came out of meditation quickly, scared, and not able to move. I tried again much later.Same thing so I stopped for the night. A little shaken but ok just the same. The next day my boyfriend hads to drop off my brother and his friend at home, we had to get ready for a party. I didn't go with them because my daughter had fallen asleep in my arms and I needed a little nap anyways, but the house felt weird when he left, something was watching me but I think I was to scared to care, so I fell asleep.By the time he came home the sun was setting and something was telling us to just leave for the night. The next day we went back to the house because we had left some stuff at the house we needed to get and I stayed in the car with my daughter. I noticed that the cross he usually had hanging from the mirror in his car had fallen and he asked me to hang it back up. While he was in the house I put it back on his chain and I held onto it. My hand was all the way around it, it was in my closed palm, and suddenly it let out a pulse like force. It was either a pulse or it was pushing me away. (The cross had been blessed way before we started dating)> Later that night I wanted so badly to see if it was just my imagination and I had my bf hold the cross, it started beating in his hands also while I was holding his hand around it. I then suggested he hold it in his own hands, without mine touching his and he felt nothing, but the moment I touched his hand again it pulsed in his hands, as if pushing him away. I don't understand what is going on, and it scares me to death.Something in the house dosen't like me, and a cross reacting to my touch could either be bad or good but either way it still scares me. Wht does all this mean, can anyone help me?