once He and i are face to face, and i see the gentle smile in His eyes, all of this worrying will seem like such a huge waste of energy and time.
i keep telling myself this, yet finding myself slipping into this anxious state of mind all over again. this visit has been planned for months and it seems the closer the date arrives, the more pressure i keep placing on myself when i just need to relax and be the person He already knows and loves me to be.
it seems so simple really. im not usually one to be so complex ~shaking my head, laughing softly at myself~ but then again, im not the same person i used to be.
thank You for the pleasant reply & words of advice.
Rose
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