Pondering...

For myself it there was a day i graced the door of the chamber and met up with Master of Desire and His, His words to me stuck and i at that moment KNEW, felt the need to move forward, He told me to sit back and watch, learn.. GO out study search out information, talk with others and learn to tell the players from the true ones.. do research before trying something new to Yyou or Yyour mate...learn , grow DAILY if possible...and most of all FEEL.. FEEL, TRUST YOURSELF YOUR INSTINCTS.. those words stuck with me , and now daily i try some "form" of learning about this realm and what makes me tick...i enjoy discussions, and reading...and most of all trying something new..trying to be/learn about part of myself when i can let go and submit mostly in the quiet of my room when it's just Master and i sharing and learning together..those times come far too far apart as i learn and grow and realize that my heart is wanting , needing so much, but yet my daily life places demands upon me that don't allow it me to "submit Phyiscally" always when i want to but now through learning and my own needs my heart submits totally always and i'm never without thoughts of One..


Hope this rambling made sense...and Thank Yyou for the invite to the board.. *soft smiles*

~Be Well, Play Safe and Learn at Will~

~servile~

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