Do you think that maybe those who truly submit, who truly accept themselves and their life as it is really find out who they are through their submissiveness? i am sitting here thinking "yes, that is IT" while reading the posts above this one.
Do Dominants achieve the same emotional openness as submissives do at times?
Sometimes, i can look at Sir and the tears start flowing and i can't stop them. The love, the honour, the respect and total cherishment glowing in His eyes makes me so liquid it is hard to function outside of Him. Meaning, i don't want to go to work, i don't want to be apart from Him, i don't want to ever be without Him. This feels so right and gives me such peace, and at the same time does scare me. i guess i still have that small little piece i am withholding to prevent the hurt that history tells me is coming. Sir is very aware of this piece, and He reminds me constantly that His love is regardless. At times, i can feel the piece shrinking, dwindling and that is when i am happiest. my submissiveness and His dominance have broken down any protective barriers W/we may have had and allow U/us to unite at the purest source - O/our souls...O/one soul, two bodies...
kitten >"<~
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