des, Robyn:
i find myself VERY possessive of TK as my Dom. This is where my non-Gor attitude comes from. my possessiveness expects the same from Him. i clearly understand that if He directed me to serve (be submissive to) another, i would be expected to do so with no argument. Deep in my soul i have problems with this (the stringency Robyn noted). Sir and i have had discussions around this issue, so i am settled that He would never request me to submit to another (He is possessive regarding this), but am unsure on the serving stance. If the situation ever arises, we will just have to see what the outcome is. i do not know how i will respond, but i do know i do not want to cause any displeasure with my balking at following a directive. As i get older and my experiences grow, my attitude changes. my possessiveness regarding TK, however, will always remain intact.
Stating this, i know TK will not be happy to read it. He expects his wishes to be carried out.
kit >"<~
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