I wrote many books over the years but one of my last few is Abraham's Descendants" because I clearly understood that the soul begins with Abraham in us, hence the power to receive Gods light within, and this light is called FAITH:
now the faith of Abram (father of a high people) had to be corrected to the "Faith of the SON of God" which is Christ and this is why Jesus said "ABARHAM saw my day and was glad":
all faith is given by God from above, but this faith below reason believes because of the "feeling" of light that is given to the soul that actually begins to FORM the soul within the ego:
the soul has to grow, hence Isaac and Jacob and further on King David (the final aspect of the SOUL before Messiah fills that soul as ONE MAN):
King David is the King of Israel as a whole so King David will not be seen on earth till Israel is gathered and recognizes both the ROOT (CHRIST) and OFFSPRING (JESUS) as the NEW MAN on earth as he is in heaven: King David will be on earth as he is in heaven with Christ:
we all become part of King David when we are given the "key of David" that is able to OPEN what none can open (the door to the other side, the door to the LIGHT, to Christ who takes us over)
and shuts what none can shut and that is the ego that is shut from above forever more:
the correction of the soul from living in the ego so long is the wilderness experience because just as Israel has to be taken out of the ego, the affects of the ego (body of sin) have to be taken out of the soul
CHRIST IN US does this work till the souls desires (100 fold, like the 100 sheep or desires for God) are all back in the SHEEP FOLD so they can go in and out and find green pasture:
every soul has a 100 desires for God that are scattered when the soul crosses over from Egypt (ego) to the wilderness for sanctification:
these all have to be gathered and corrected for the soul to be without blemish or spot or wrinkle: TO BE LIKE God, or one with Christ
Christ does this inner work as the Messiah is said to do it in Judaism when he comes; NOT everyone who believes in Jesus has CHRIST IN THEM doing this work:
for some the belief is enough but since the ego steals the light continually as it did for me for 26 years, they are forever learning and never coming to the knowledge of the truth: THE EGO THINKS it is its light and takes credit for it and tries to use it for the benefit of the ego:
the soul stays in exile till it becomes BURDENED ENOUGH TO CRY OUT TO GOD for the last time because it really wants to stay in the LIGHT no matter what and this is when it is fulfilled that we are able to love God with all our heart, soul and strength.....
and then we are ready to be corrected to LOVE our neighbor as ourselves....as though they were US
then TOTAL FREEDOM....we are corrected

with all that in front of us, we all need encouragment and prayers...lots of prayers that our faith fail us not:
the conversion experience requires the prayer of Jesus Christ in us because he won't MOVE US AN INCH over and above what we are able and willing to move into the light: every step we have to choose Gods way over our way.....and then the HELP COMES and GOD DOES IT FOR US
so even when we really want to, we can't do it, but when we really really want to, GOD DOES IT FOR US
hence it is written, GOD BOTH WILLS AND DOES IN US of his good pleasure: