Because you know you cannot answer truthfully, Yvonne, and by not answering, you have actually answered that you are in fact, walking in disobedience by not attending a Bible-believing, Christ-honoring church in corporate worship and fellowship with other Believers. Now, Yvonne, here is a link to my article on Why we need to go to church
. I encourage you to read it and take it to heart, and then obey the scriptural admonition to assemble together with other Believers in corporate worship of God and fellowship with genuine Believers.
Pastor Jack Howell