It is mellowing for the first few years Bob.
But when the mellowing is realized as uncontrolled random thoughts.
Then one realizes it as paranoia or uncontroled thaughts.
Random thoughts for no equation. Is spooky! paranoia
They have there own jackets, called Funny Jackets.
I have no desire for that any more.
If I lived in the Tundra and all I did was watch the clouds go by, it might be appealing.
But I love dealing with the living in this world TODAY.