And it shows the level of absurdity in your position.
You sincerely prayed to yourself for things that you failed to deliver on.
Which shows that you're no different than NUCC & Jack in how you apply circular reasoning to rationalize your own position. And I submit that it actually shows what a ridiculous dickweed you are to pray to yourself to accomplish something that you obviously cannot accomplish.
-it is not what you (think you) know that matters, it is what you can show true that does
after all, truth is demonstrably fact and fact is demonstrably true - everything else ... mere opinion-
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