And yes...many say the things you love to read....the poor timmy variety...
You are in denial....like every alcoholic i have ever known who won't face the truth.
YOU think being an alcoholic is someone who is drop dead drunk everyday? hardly.....you have a legacy here...and this is just ONE forum....of you under deep influence of alcohol.
If i could control your actions on this matter....i would! the reality is however, you choose to embrace this sin and not repent of it...and you will have to answer to the Lord at judgement for it...not I.
Tim, you embarass yourself here with your 5 a.m. drunken rants.....no one, including me wants to see you die because of your problem....and make no mistake...it IS going to kill you.
do not expect me to just be lukewarm and ignore your problem and watch you kill yourself and say nothing. You don't like the truth?....not my problem.
You have tried for SOOOO long to lie and bear false witness that i was lying about you drinking....and now, it is such an obvious problem here you even realize you cannot cling to that lie any longer.
i don't care if you ever apologize for bearing false witness against me...i have already forgiven you for it....
but...stop looking for people to say you have no problem or that what you do is just casual/social drinking.
YOU ARE AN ALCOHOLIC TIM.
YOU need to say this outloud....over and over. "I AM AN ALCOHOLIC AND DO NOT HAVE CONTROL OF MY PROBLEM AND NEED HELP"
Time you man up, truly show you have faith and put this in G-d's hands....and truly LISTEN to what he will say to you and lead you to do on this.