We each have our on paths and experiences.
Just because you may not have had the same experiences, does not mean another that has had some experiences you may be unable to contemplate does not mean that person has to be on drugs of some kind.
Yvonne sis has my total sympathy. She is trying hard to convey her ideas and beliefs and experiences, indeed in a 'language' that does appear to be far over most of our heads.
I also have had exeriences, and have ideas that are not 'the norm' to the likes of atheists, yet they are 'the norm' to similar experiencers.
But these are, imo, best left just for discussion with a few of like minds.
I see Yvonne's 'trouble' is that she is tryimg to explain concepts using metaphoical levels / definitions towards folks on a totally different Path.
Difference between Yvonne sis and me, is that I would have gave up, (did in fact,
) years back!