Do you say to people in your real life....face to face.....the things and the way ...you say them here?
didn't think so.
Being phoney is a character issue....not a religious one.
your hate consumes you on these sites sadly. Whatever happened to you, whoever wronged you in some church....you should deal with it with a real professional Ice....so that you can move on. There is no way, being this hatefilled, it cannot effect your relationships in your life.