Now Paul if you will note another one of your posts has been deleted mainly because of your continuing struggle to try and allow wrestling on a board that I will not allow it to be on. Paul in the last several posts you and I have exchanged it has become ever so clear that I shall have to spell it out for you since I don't think you are even reading my posts, yet alone understand english. You say that MY FRIENDS are so "pasionate" about wrestling that they wouldn't post on my board because it's a non-wrestling board? Now take a look back at that statement, Paul how much do you even hang out with the Crew maybe two to three times a month at tops for two to three hours at a time? This includes time spent at Chris's and BCCW. So that means you know everything about them right? That means it's your job to speak for them right? You guys hang out ALL the time right? Now because I do hang out with them all the time if you will note we talk about all sorts of things but the one thing we tend to glide over the most is wrestling! Why because as a community and Crew we respect those that don't like it and thus ignore it for a while when together or around certain individuals imparticular out of sheer respect for our friends. Now take for ex: if I went over to Chris's during wrestling (which I do all the time) and started saying shit like wrestling is gay and spent the whole time bitching about it, what gives me the right to ruin everyone else's fun, and would I be welcomed back? If I went to your band practice and said the whole time that you shouldn't play metal you should play PUNK because metal sucks and so does your band, what gives me the right to step in and ruin something you are "pasionate" about? Aside from that fact this is my board which I made for pretty much anything but wrestling and you come on here and start talking wrestling it is insulting to me. Pretty much the best way to look at it is get over it Paul, it's no big deal to not about wrestling or are you so addicted to it that you can't even think of anything entertaining enough that doesn't pertain to one subject that not everybody likes? Thus making you not a very entertaing person to talk to which I think is your real problem because you can't even think of anything else to talk about? A fair warning is due that was Strike 2 after this I wont bother deleting posts I will just ban your ISP.

i will talk about whatever you want me to the only reason i carried it on this long is cause you kept responding to what i wrote. I considered it nothing more than simple internet battling (like joking around). Had i known you actualy cared rather than you being you and arguing with me over nothing like its always been it would not have gotten this far. Also if you read my posts they do corispond to what your replies were to my posts. Also just so we're clear i did not know you had given up on wrestling so completely due to the amount of times you have shown up at chris's to watch wrestling. i was led to believe that the training school had soured it for you not that you hated it all together. I am also sorry to hear in the tone of your letters/posts that you have grown a rather large amount of distain for me i realize that you will soon not be aloud to talk to me for you trasformation into becoming more like your current best friend. I know i sounds crazy but ive observed it before when it was tony it was video games and manson when you claimed it to be me it was heavy metal and wrestling now that it is jd its punk and unfortunatly an out right hatred for me. so yes robert your answer is yes you have won after years of torment i give in i'll finaly leave you to your world of happiness. i supose this is what you've wanted all along to leave me behind not to have me tag along so to speek. because after years of ups and downs who could of hung on more titely than i did for so long. one moment being excepted the next not realizing that i was never to fit in to the mold of who you wish id be. Gee do you think if i cut my wrist i would stop shaking, studdering and be able to spell. did you honestly believe that making me feel so low would make me a better person one you could relate to or damn even speek and understand english. one day i might understand but i doubt i can for you see everything you hate about me you created in one way or another so you can sit back a laugh at me for writing you such a letter and try and say i don't know anything about the people im around because they are your friends and no one is allowed to play with them but you. you have always controlled who i am so yes i will say and better yet be whatever you want. i have always been your giniepig just push me where you want me to go ill listen just don't be angry when where you pushed me is not where you want me to be any more.

P.s. good bye

Dude, chill don't be so dopey. I have no control over who you are and what your personal interests are of no concern to me. Yes the transformations you say are true, and I am very soured by wrestling (i'll still watch it because I am a loser)but I still love video games(especially spawn). Why don't I listen to the music I used to? It got old, I still listen to some stuff but I am on a quest to find new music and kick out some of the other stuff. JD and I get along but I don't have a best friend I just enjoy being apart of the Crew and I love everyone in the Crew equally... except for Pile. Why don't we hang out anymore? A gradual distance that steadily grew because of different interests not because JD doesn't like you. I hang out with who ever the fuck I want but you and I don't have much of anything else to relate to anymore. I will always remember Lopez, he was a good soldier and most importantly he hated Grif.

if had to geuss it was the move out to thompson coupled with little d going to jail(take that however you wish)

Hey I think I feel one of them Anerisms coming on. How about one of them Theraputic messages. That's it right there, don't be afraid to go to low, Oh Yeah!