bad eplanation /: to tough

i obviously did not explain my personal intent properly and for this i apologize! on a more personal basis i myself love learning AR and i'm going for my ham license in 1 week. i also have been building eletronic projects for several years and have built most of my own equipment with good results and i'm ready to go on air the second i get my call sign and be an active member of a magnificant society of people HAMS 73s to everybody