all right, let's face it. it is officially spring and i am still single.

not real fun. although there is a guy i like. yeah. not going to go into detail, cause he might read this . . . new topic. i was over at tammy's last night helping her with a project for her psych capstone. to see whether video games influence a person's emotions. preliminary results show that they do . . . at least from me. yay showtunes.

tammy knows what i'm talking about. so my friend amber is planning her wedding for next may, not this coming one, the one after. sigh, and i'm still single. dangit. why do i have to be single. i feel empty. i know i shouldn't, but for some reason i do. logically it doesn't make sense, however emotions and hormones don't ever follow logic. never. oh well. one can certainly hope. dreams have been weird. have told psychoanalyst tammy. cast party was fun. shouldn't talk about that though, promised i wouldn't. let's just say there were a bunch of sexually repressed people there singing and dancing to broadway showtunes. 'nuff said right there. stupid hormones. stupid boys . . . but now i'm talking in circles, so i think i'll go and daydream, about stupid boys . . .