Where do I begin?

Hi
You have all been very helpful to me, even you "coolchick".I guess one common symptom(?) is that the sufferer offen doesn't beleive or realise it's happening to them. I know my wife sure doesn't realise when it's happening and she SURE doesn't believe it when it's over. In fact she gets downright indignant if I even mention it. She accuses me of being the one with the anger management problem, and the one with the communication problem because I leave the room in the middle of serious disscusions. I admit I get angry, REALLY angry but it's usually in the heat of the moment, BEFORE I repeat BEFORE it crosses my mind that the conversation is getting just... plain weird. Like I said once before, that's when it finally dawns on me that it's pms, and then it all starts to make sense.

Something happened at the beginning of the week. My wife has been acting very(how should I put it) normal.
On Tuesday she gave me compliments on the landscaping I did and the woodworking I did and how good I looked...!?
She even winked at me(inconspicuously)during a conversation we were having with one of our neighbors.
Now, THIS is what I'm used to. This is how we have treated each other for years and this is what I've been waiting for, for almost a month. The strange thing is now I'm a little gun shy. These past few weeks have been "memorable" and it's hard for me to get over it just right away like that. I guess I'm a little withdrawn myself and prefer not to be insulted again espacially when I'm not prepared for it. I'd kind of like to keep my wits about me if it happens again.

(I'll have to finish this note after, sorry out of time)
Later
Steve