I have an extremely shallow vagina :(
I hate it!

The guy I dated a year ago was only 3.5 inches long and he was self conscience about his dick. I loved having sex with him (because my vagina is so shallow).

He would literally take his fingers (both hands) and open me up down there. And I am not kidding... he could see my cervix at the entrance of my vagina (in an unexcited state). You could put your finger into the first knuckle and touch my cervix when I am unexcited.

He would LOVE to see me in this position and would ask me all the time to show him. I would because I loved him and he made me feel so good about my body. But in reality, I am very self conscience of my vagina.

Well, we ended up breaking up and it was a desperate search to find a man that was "small". I dated many men and NO LUCK.

Recently, I fell in love with a man and we waited so long to have sex - because it is painful if they are too big (bigger than 3 inches!!)
The length of my vagina is ONLY 3 inches MAX - when fully stimulated.

This recent man I have been dating is a doctor. I told him about me (and the problem) after we had been intimate for a couple months. He has a dick that is 9 inches. He can really only get it in about 3 inches. This is not satisfying to him. He kept telling me that this was not satisfying.

Sometimes he will put on a surgical glove while we make love... He has been pleasuring me with his fingers and started rubbing and pushing hard on my cervix....

I think he is thinking that he can get farther in.

Once I get really turned on (about 20 minutes), he starts pushing his little finger in the cervix opening. He likes to have bright lights on while we are intimate (and me in strange positions) so he can look at my vagina and play. When he is licking me, I go crazy... and the intense pain that I feel when he is opening up the cervix is sortof masked.

He keeps telling me that if a baby can come out of this entrance that I could surely allow him ALL THE WAY in. It feels so weird when he is pushing in that area, but I don't want him to break up with me so I have been letting him get deeper and deeper. Blood has been appearing on his gloves, but he keeps telling me that it will get more "roomy". He promises!

He has been very patient with me (and my problem) and we have been doing this "opening" of cervix very slowly (8 months now). Just about everyday! For example, it took 10 days of hard work, pain and a little blood to enter the cervix just 1/4 inch. The first 1/4 of an inch was very painful. It has gotten better since - mainly because he has been more gentle.

I keep trying to let him go deeper, because he is being so patient with me and this problem. He is extremely clean and I have successfully avoided any infection for 8 months +.

Last night he made me take a perscription pain pill and we played for about 45 minutes. Then he asked me if I was ready for the real thing...

He made me get into the usual position, he put on his gloves (like usual) with lubrication and used his fingers to open up the vagina opening very wide. There, just past the opening of the vagina was the cervix -- very visual. I have to say that since he has been opening that area for 8.5 months with his fingers, it has a small gaping hole. It actually looks different. He showed it to me with the use of a mirror.

He asked me to get on top of him this time. I agreed. As I inserted his penis the 3 inches, it sortof stopped and I screamed with worry. Then he kept me there asking me to move my hips around to find the spot that he had opened so many times. I knew what it felt like.... He kept asking me to put all my weight on top of him to force it through the hole.

IT wasn't working.

So, he laid me on my back with knees near my ears, opened me up again (like usual) and and put his weight on me directed into the cervix. Sure enough it SLOWLY went in and he exploded and roared LOUDLY. He was shaking all over and kept thanking me as he pulled out his bloody penis. He said he never had such a powerful orgasm.

Sex is difficult for me especially hard to accomodate 9 inches, but it is possible with perserverence. He insists on cleaning every inch of my pussy out everytime we work on this. This is probably why I am able to not get infected.

I am certain that my cervix can open to accomodate his dick (which is quite thin)! Now I can sit on him and find the spot and make his dick penetrate the small opening. He is in heaven.

Actually, the cervix now (when opened) has kindof a good feeling. Maybe I just enjoy watching him explode and it makes me feel good. He said sex has never been as intense with anyone as it has been with me. Knowing that just turns me on!

If you just read this post and have a similar experience about intrusion in the cervix, please let me know. It just seems so unnatural, but VERY necessary in my case. My doctors all think my condition is very unusual and no real surgery exists. Is this the case or are there new technologies out there? I am only a 19 year old female who has a long life ahead.

I didn't think it was possible to open such a tiny hole... on so many occations.

I am wondering if there are any long-term problems that can occur that my doctor boyfriend is not telling me about. He seems to be in such a state of awww and he is always asking me to open my legs for him.

Thank you for responding, if you have information for me.

your doctor veiws you as a fucking experimment not as a gf.

I've seen this post a couple of times on this site and another. People have expressed their views and asfar as I remember everyone said it was "wrong". There are plenty of long-term effects, You'll be more likely to have a miscarriage as your cervix will not be able to hold the baby aswell as it would do normally.
I'm not positive about surgery, google for for more information.