Thanks, today was much better

Made the decision I could not go any longer without semi-serious exercise - with DD#1 I was so desperate for it to work, and I didn't want to ever have to look back and think "Maybe I shouldn't have ..." so I didn't do anything except gentle walking for the entire first trimester -

With DD#2 I took off the first 6 weeks -

Just can't do that again, I am too dependent on my morning (sometimes afternoon) endorphin fix to keep my head on straight -

So I got on my trusty stationary bike in the AM and rode (not too hard but enough to clear out my pipes for a while) to my "70s Workout" CD - particularly enjoyed "American Pie" though I had to laugh to think that my inspirational workout music is from **40 YEARS AGO**

I think its OK - it has to be OK - I have to do this - not good for anybody in the family for me to be as nutty as I was 2 days ago - so, I will use my bike, go back to walking across town with the girls, and go back to swimming once a week as soon as I get the OK - if I were 26 or 36 I wouldn't think twice about doing these things, I don't want to be a PG old lady who has to tiptoe around and hold her breath, you know what I mean? I'm going to live the way that I know works for us and whatever was meant to be, will be -

Thanks for asking! See you tomorrow!