I guess this is going to be my retirement home.

I just don't have the energy or confidence to stick it out with a board full of near-strangers (who are vaguely apprehensive of me and vice versa) and prove my worth as a humanoid being (again). If I do post, I get strangled on anxiety, make an ass out of myself and can barely stand to go back the next day. I don't know if this is just me being a neurotic freak, or if this is actually a rare display of prudence on my part--maybe Ripley knows.