Amy, Thank you for reading my letter, I too was in denial, when I went into the hospital the second time and had to leave my newborn home it broke my heart. I just wanted to be the best, healthiest mom for my baby, I concentrated so hard on being a good mom that until recently I did'nt realize how tramatic it had all been. It felt so good to put it all down and although I am so grateful for my daughter and never knew I could be so happy, I still stuggle with depression of being sick and not being able to have anymore children. what keeps me together is knowing every time I go to the doctor I get a little bit better and I'm also on a mild antideppresant. Do you have any depression? Do you have any trouble keeping up with your baby? email me when you get a chance.
Posted on Mar 18, 2002, 11:23 AM from IP address 63.38.207.157