River was an incredible actor....i've never met him, and was 2 when he died...... but styll cry and get very upset when i think about, read about, and see pictures of him......

I just don't understand y he did all of those drugs, his OWN WERDS were he got it all out of his system @ 15,and would never try heroine....why did he? i guess it's just another mystery of the dead.....

now for his family members i founf on-line what he died of...(like the drugs in his system) and it said "lethal amounts of cocaine, morphine(heroine shows up as morphine, as the bodt metabolizes it), Valium, marijuana, and Ephedrine, that being the main ingredient in crystal meth,", if it's not too painful...would you mind telling me if thats authentic imformation? Thank you, and much sympathy....the pain never goes away....(my mother passed away on July 13, 2004, so I know...)

Respectfully,
Tessa

P.S.- what retard gave him that valium when he was vomiting....that helped!

Yes, those ingredients are accurate

Now I don't want to start anything...but are you one of his family members? and if you are, thank you for taking the time to read this, but if you're not, how can you be sure?

Numerous sources report that those are indeed the drugs he used. Besides, I would trust other sources before I'd trust the family because it is in the family's best interest to downplay the drug use and to build up how defenseless and innocent he was. Think about it.

Thanks...your prolly right....but i was just wondering, the way he was brought up, and where it seemed to be a random rave party for Holloween, wasn't he kind of nieve to the drug world, i mean it said that he said, he tried marajuana and alcohol when he was 15....does anyone know exactly what happened? Lihe maybe why he was doing the drugs, and why the story said "his drug-deeler friends", where they his "friends" or his links to that world?

Well Tessa, I answered your question in your "Just Wondering Post" so I hope you got the answer.

I am sorry that all I can say is that his pressures were what caused his recreational drug use, but my family deserves some privacy. :)I only come here from time to time so I will stop by again soon! Sorry again if you have other questions that are too personal to answer.

Sorry. ignore my other post. ur right, I'll stop now.....there;s just SO many unanswered questions..and ur ryt, thats for family...i am VERY sorry...

Death is Nothing at All


Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away to the next room.
I am I and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other,
That, we still are.

Call me by my old familiar name.
Speak to me in the easy way
which you always used.
Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.

Laugh as we always laughed
at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me. Pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word
that it always was.
Let it be spoken without effect.
Without the trace of a shadow on it.

Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same that it ever was.
There is absolute unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind
because I am out of sight?

I am but waiting for you.
For an interval.
Somewhere. Very near.
Just around the corner.

All is well.

(Canon of St. Pauls Cathedral)
(1847 - 1918)

Henry Scott Holland