"I know alot of you fans are quite young but i would like to know if any of you take drugs recreationally ?"
During one of the roughest spells in my life, I spent a few months drinking a lot of vodka and smoking a lot of pot. Worst decisions and biggest mistakes of my life. First time I touched the stuff, and also the last EVER (7 years ago). Refuse to even drink socially.
"I am not going to judge you or anything as i take some myself but i'm just curious."
I'm not judging you either, but I would highly recommend that you stop immediately. Recreational use QUITE often leads to more. Even in those who swear that it's only a harmless "once in a while" thing. The more you do it, the more you want it. Be careful.
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I was a party girl for a period but I saw the error of my ways. More recently, I was in a serious car accident and broke my leg in four places and nearly tore my left foot off (it wasn't a drug/alcohol related accident). I will be ok with a couple more surgeries but over the course of my drama I have HAD to take lots of pain meds like Oxycontin. I am not taking any currently and I am, in all honesty, sick to death of being stoned out of my f*#@ing skull. Thanks for listening to me whine. Take care all.
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i heard alot about oxycontin while i was in america, so it's good that you did not develop a dependancy on it. doctors really need to think very carefully before prescribing this form of painkiller. i hope you recovered after your accident.
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I have never ever touched a drug i dont smoke BUT... i have got wasted on vodka, i was so bad my dad had to carry me to the car and drive me home. I never touched Vodka since but i do have a drink every now and then...Dont most people.
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I think in this day and age all people are exposed to substances, unfotuanately. Parents need to keep a real eye on their children and not allow them to roam the atreets. They need to keep the kids busy and talk more. I never have usded drugs myself cause my folks would not have it
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Lol what a weird post....
I feel like Ill be reprimanded if I admit to anything lol
During my stupid days I tried xtasy, coke, acid & crack & Ketamine.
Actually jus lookin at it is frightening.....but I guess every1 does crazy things sometime in their lives. Im jus glad Im over that period.
By the way people Im back from my Summer Holls......5 and a half weeks of pure joy & relaxation!
Back to work Monday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRGGGHHHHH I hate work!
Hope you all are well
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Don't feel alone. I have pretty much tried it all too. Glad your drug days are over as well. The thought of doing drugs makes me feel sick and ashamed. I turned to drugs as an answer to or escape from the hardships of life but it only made things worse. Way worse. I am just so thankful that I had people who love me to help me through it and that I lived to see a brighter day. I hope all you younger people will take my advice and just stay away from drugs. The whole experience will haunt you for the rest of your life. But, I know from my own experience that most people have to live and learn. Be careful everyone. Take care all.
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I wouldnt reprimand or judge anyone for taking drugs, i was just interested because we all mouth off about how bad drugs are and stuff but quite a few of have taken them.
I'm no angel, i used to take Ectasy from when i was 16 until 3 years ago, thats 11 years. Ive tried acid and i still take speed and coke at the weekends so i am in position to judge.
It just proves that we all know the risks that we take.
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does enderphine tablets count as i used to do speed but cant get my hands on it anymore, so now i buy enderphine over the net and it is so great - but dont get me wrong i am not addicted to it as i think its pretty safe and harmless an d it gives you that nice little buzz, anyone else take it?
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Well, I definately had my share of recreational drugs, I am only 22 but from a very small island where the only thing to do is start drinking when your 12 and move into the drugs by the time your about 15. I worked my way up the drugs ladder, I was never "addicted" to drugs, I feel like River probably did them the same way I did, recreationally. I don't know how much you wanna know, but I started with pot, then moved to mushrooms, by the time i was 18 I usually took acid and mushrooms on a friday night, and smoked pot, I still smoke alot of pot, that stuffs practically legal. Then at like age 20 I tried extacy for the first time and really liked that stuff. I started just getting 2 hits of E every weekend with my other friend Jenn, and having some drinks. But then 2 years ago in June, my friend suggested we crush up the E before we take it, instead of just taking the pill, and snort it. That was the beginning of my more dangerious 'recreational' days. Once you snort something, i think you move yourself up that ladder into saying, oh well, i can snort anything, its all the same i guess, so my friend called me at 5:30 in the morning one night to come down her boyfriends when I got there, he said "hey jenn theres a present for ya on the table", it was two lines of coke. So I dunno, I am weak minded I guess so I did um, not much big happened, so I would do coke every now and then for fun. My troubles came the night I almost pulled a River Phoenix. Started out just drinkin with the girls but then whenever me and my friend jenn get together its bad news, so we drink, smoke some pot and then decide to get a hit and a half each of E, so we get that, this is like 12:00 am, we're at the bar, white E though, puts ya to sleep, so we're tired, we go back to her boyfriends place, there was about 8 people there, all tripped hardcore on coke, so they are passing joints around and are finally like, here ya's go, we got yas some coke too. So we are mellow by then and we did a few lines, this whole time we had kinda thougth the E just didn't take effect, so we were being weido's and just like hungry for lines, so we did a few more, everyone was sketchin out bad, i remember devin rubbin my head and me sitting so rigid on the couch, then I just felt really bad, i started to sweat a little bit and i was embaressed that my hair was gettin wet, so i went in the bathroom and noticed that my eyes were getting biggers and smaller, the pupils i mean, so i went back out on the couch, freezin my ass off even tho i was sweating, i felt like i was all wet and cold, i started shakin so my friend and her boyfriend took me in his room and we all just layed down in bed, but then i went crazy shaking and he was holding my hands and telling me to calm down but i wasn't talkin back to him, i was frozen, then my nose bled like a mother fucker, it was gushing, and thats when all the thoughts rushed through my head, i started ouking out of nervousness because i was convinced i was gonna die, and then i was crying so hard because i thought i was going to die, i found it hard to breath and i tightened up, my muscles were clenching, it was bad bad bad news, but i lived, obviously, it was a rough night, and i had a bruise all over my arms from him trying to stop me from shaking, i was sore and felt like shit for three days, but i lived, now I don;t do coke anymore.
I still do more lacks dugs, like tonight we all went into a stupid karoke bar night thing, and me and jenn smoked a joint and got one hit of white E (which is kinda shitty stuff), we got one each, but we started by splitting one, then we were having a boring time, it kinda puts ya to sleep so we just went back to her house and chilled, smoked anoter joint and now i just came home, so , heres a very long answer to, yes, i do recreational drugs, and i totally understand river, and i feel a conection to him because of what i went through, i feel like i experienceda very similair evening to the one he had on the night of his last. So i don't judge him for drugs becuase I understand the world of drugs and I dunno, judege all you want but you have to live it first, if you got into it, you might still not like it or want to do it, but you would understand those who do ir alor more.
HOLY SHIT THAT WAS THE LONGEST POST EVER
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yea, so far ive just done pot........i need to learn to steer away from that, but yeah.... u do stupid things like that when u are young.........just dont abuse it
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I know it seems like that, but it's not. See this is why I feel like I sort of understand River's drug use. People call him a druggie or a drug addict, but I'd say he did it recreationally, like I do. I would not think I have a problem because I don't 'need' drugs. I can go like a month without doing anything, even smoking pot, but then sometimes if I am going out alot I might end up doing aot in the run of a month. It is very dangerous, even trying a hard drug once is very dangerous, but it's a rish we take. I wish I could stop doing it but it is fun and life is short. So I don't know. I don't recommend it to anyone, it's a horrible thing to get into to, but it's who I hang around with, and I love my friends, and it's in me, so I do it. Someday I would like to be able to stop all together, but I think I need a little bit of help with that because if I don't want to do it, I will take my car out and say I am not drinking or doing anything, but then I see my friends having such a good time that I cave in and I want to do it. Weak , I am weak !! But I love it !!!
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"I wish I could stop doing it but it is fun and life is short. So I don't know. . . . . . it's in me, so I do it. Someday I would like to be able to stop all together, but I think I need a little bit of help with that . . . . . I cave in and I want to do it. Weak , I am weak !! But I love it !!!"
Jenn, you just said yourself that you WISH YOU COULD STOP DOING DRUGS but you couldn't unless you had help!! Not to mention that you want to do drugs and love doing drugs. Again I say that is very much NOT recreational use!! Combine those feelings you have toward drugs with the amount and frequency of drugs you admit to doing, and that adds up to something called an addiction. You have an "admitted" chemical dependency yet you refuse to acknowledge that it's a problem. If you HAVE to do drugs when you see them or see others doing them, you have an addiction. Not being capable of being in the same room with something (drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, etc.) without "using" it is an addiction. And yes, River had an addiction, too. Perhaps this is why you feel "a connection" with him. You don't have to do drugs every day to be an addict. Just crave them and "need" them (as you say you do) and give in to every urge when you are around them and able to get your hands on them in spite of knowing all the risks (as, again, you admit to), and you've become the definition of an addict. And to blow it off by saying "it is fun and life is short" shows you choose drugs over life -- just as River did. Your life will indeed be short if you continue on this path, just like River. And to think you actually OD'd and nearly died and STILL went right back to drugs is just sad. You blatantly ignore the risks and must not care that you almost died -- if so, you would have gotten help and stopped drugs completely. All those who wonder what River might have done if he had survived his OD can see now that he very well might have run right back to his drugs like you did. When you value drugs over your life, you have a pretty serious problem. And don't get me wrong, please -- I don't say these things in any kind of condescending manner. It just horrifies me to see the reckless way in which you and others in this thread have admitted they do drugs. Some people here are indeed doing what is considered "recreational use" (which is still reckless and risky), but a lot of people who think that are in fact showing signs of addiction (if not a full-blown case like yours seems to be). Jenn, I say to you and anyone else involved in drugs AT ALL (but especially those HEAVILY involved) that you need to reevaluate your poor decisions and stop risking your life. Every time you take something, you're risking death or permanent brain damage. Is it really worth it? Can't you find something non-lethal that makes you happy? Can't you find friends who don't do drugs/drink? I pray you find the inspiration and courage to seek help and clean up your life. You'll be amazed at what you're missing -- and it won't be the drugs. Sincere congratulations to everyone here who has chosen NOT to do drugs or drink, and to those who have been smart enough to stop. I don't mean to make an example of you, Jenn, and please do be aware that all those last comments were, as I said, directed to everyone who's doing drugs -- not just you. Your admissions were just the most stunning example of continued drug use on here. I mean no harm to anyone -- just the opposite in fact. I wish you all good health and peace in your lives, but I know you can't achieve that while having a drug problem. Take care all.
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Hey,
well I know and understand that your not attacking me and everything you say is so very true. Of course I have some slight problem or i never would have tried drugs in the frst place, but I do not feel that as of yet it has held me back or made me miss anything in life. I feel like I am quite successful in life. I managed to obtain a honours BA and am now working on a masters degree, I have plently of friends, do well in social life, I know they are bad, the point of my discussion was i feel like i understand river.
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hey anyone here from the uk ? just curious to see where everyones from,also how long had river been using drugs and were his family and friends aware he was using?
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I think for every confessin of someone taking drugs on this thread it represents hundreds of other people who also are actively in the illegal drug life style. I mean here in Wyandotte county where I live there are so many people dealing drugs a person can buy some from some home on every block. The only advantage to that is the user doesn't have to exercise much to get what they want.
My concern is that taking illegal drugs comes from a lie saying this stuff will make one feel better, or help one escape, or I deserve this, or I'll quit after one more hit.
Young person consider your life, and what your doing to one's self. Don't fall for any old lie, but head to the truth. God does love you. And instead of drugging become a strong person through prayer. Prayer with God causes absolutly no hang over, or any bad side effects. And through one's weakness in prayer a person becomes strong. Please realise I'm not against any one, but am concerned about being taken in by a lie. Especially when the truth has set many of us free.
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Wow...you are, like, so cool for smoking weed. Killing your brain cells and wrecking the one body you have is so smart! Not. Why don't you look after your own life, by not taking drugs, whether they're hard or not? Thousands of kids are dying in hospitals all over the country from diseases like leukemia, wishing they could have a healthy body like yours and actually LIVE, and you're destroying your own so you can get high. Well done. I applaud you people and your absolute self absorbed lives and selfishness. Goodbye.
P.S. Don't come to me about me not liking River Phoneix because I do. I know why River died - and the people who know the truth know really why - you try living his life and being in a place like L.A. and not turning to drugs. Anyway, there's no proof he took his own life. He died because of his environment and the people around him. You people are just taking drugs for the sake of it.
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umm...I know ppl with their masters who smoke weed..so I guess u can shove your "killing brain cells" theory up your butt...btw..did u happen to know that most brain cells regenerate???
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I am very smart, you don't need to be in hollywood to have pressures on your life, stop judging people. I also have my masters in early modern history of britain, i an not stupid by any means and my brain cells are just fine, i am also going to be getting my PhD, making me a DOCTOR of histouy, so screw you and your overly pompous opinions. Shove them and stop critizing things you don't understand
there, thats for all of us losers on drugs, asshole.
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lol, i didn't mean for that to come out quite so meanly, i was in a very foul mood before, i just don't it when people judge so quickly when they don't know us or anything about our individual lives. we are all different, lets just accept one another and live in harmony!!! lol now i sound like a hippie, but hey, make love not war, pretty good slogan if ya ask me!
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I totally agree, Kill BrainCells NOT Animals !!!!! Wooo Hoo I am gonna make a t-shirt that says that. I gotta say I killed quite A FEW on St Patty's Day, which was also my Birthday !!! Coolest birthday ever!!! Hey Colleen I totally wanna see a pic of that dude you are datin that looks like River. Gimmie some of that sweet sweet eye candy. I show wish I could snake a pic of the young fella that works at our university store, he is River river river all over. I bet he doesn't even know who river is, damn shame he is so young, i'd be all over that!!
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and other people from the uk on here will either have taken drugs or have a friend who has. In the UK, we have a massive heroin problem, junkies are the scum of the earth, heroin is a fithy dirty drug.
On the other hand, we also have a population where i'm sure at least 95% of people under 30 take coke, e , speed ect on a weekly basis and still keep down jobs and have normal day to day lives and dont let it take over their lives.
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Hey Jenn.. happy belated birthday sweeeeetie! Yeah kill braincells not animals. hahaha I dont know what study said weed dont kill braincells coz i have been smoking it for 21 years i am 35 and i know my memory is going caput. But i am a good person and weed is good for me coz it makes me happy : ) I dont smoke cigerettes so i have that on my side : )
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Kaylie, there is such a strong love God has for you. Trust me when I say cocaine is only a counterfeit compared to the great experience of the Spirit of God being in one's life. Once a person becomes the temple of the Holy Spirit through repentence (turning away from one's sins), asking sincerely for forgiveness, and begin to live for the Lord. To have the hand of a living God on one's life is simply more powerful then any trap or darkness that this world provides.
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Well, if you're determined to do this thing no one can stop you. You will have to want help, and want a better life for yourself. If you decide to self destruct that is totally up to you. The income of breaking God's law, and what he wants best for you, is physical and spiritual death.
On the other hand I know for a fact that through the hand of a Living God I've been saved from my own messes so many times its amazing I'm alive. Just amazing. I tried suicide twice when I was so much younger, and just gave up on every thing. Its true I'm a sensetive man, a softie and I've let my emotions get the better of me.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Lean not to your own understanding. Acknowledge Him in all thy ways and He shall direct your paths.
Some stranger told me that when I was practically hopeless. But I hold on and guard hope like it is a life jacket being used while the ship is sinking in the ocean.
Faith is the material of things hoped for. The evidence of things not seen.
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the simple answer to this is no and i would never want to .
i have a friend who got into drugs at a young age and in the end she ended up on the brown as they call it .
she looks a absolute mess she also cannot walk without the aid of walking sticks as she was injecting into her feet and they went gangreen shes only 29 years old she has also lost both of her children through her addiction .
i have a daughter of 8 and quite frankly its scares the shit out of me the world of today i just hope she is like her mummy and is sensible
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Have and I never will I think drug addicts and dealers are pathetic low lifes who don't give a damn about themselves or others..my so called Brother is a pot freak and pill popper, his wife is a lush..he steals to support both their habits..he has to borrow money to feed their 2 year old Daughter..for him pills, pot and his wifes beer is more important then feeding and diapering their baby..he treats everyone like shit then has the gall to call us for favours..he once charged me gas money to go get his Grandson food and medicine who I and my Partner are supporting..then he ran his doobie buddy all over town and didn't ask for a dime from him..when we asked him about that he said "he shares his pot with me for free",once his Grandson who was 3 at the time got injured and was bleeding I called him and asked him to take us to the emergency room and he said "do you have any gas money?"..piece of s**t..I called 911 luckily Mathew was ok...then there's my so called Sister..
We use to be close really close only 6 years age difference between us..she's older..she was happily married, has a son who was her pride and joy she was very protective of him, she had two cars, great credit and a good job..thanks to a "friend" who got her into smoking crack she has been in and out of prison for the last three years, been arrested for prostitution, has robbed everyone in our Family..robbed a Cousin who has gone out of his way to help her in the past even paid her housepayment when she got too sick to work..she stole her now ex Husbands tools he uses for his work to support their Son whom I might add she has introduced to crack and he is now dealing, sold everything she owned her ex owned and yes even everything her Son owned..she has no home..is living on the streets..she stole our 80 year old Mothers belongings to sell to fund her addiction including precious items given to our Mother by our late Grandmother and our Father who died in 1999..she stole a bunch of cds and dvds I left behind when I moved to Fla. I had planned on going back to get them this Summer...she and her new boyfriend (who she is now with and claims she is no longer doing drugs..yea right and I'm the Queen of England)ate food we had purchased before we left for Florida..Mother had a whole month before she could go and get food..(she has to wait until her check comes in coz her wonderful Son charges her for gas when he takes her to the store..gotta have that pot)so we bought her $200 worth of food and that b***h (crack head) and her so called boyfriend ate it all in one week..leaving Mom without food for nearly three weeks...Mom was ashamed and upset and wouldn't tell us our Cousin had to call and tell us what had happened we sent what we could so he could get her some food..they even stole her lawnmower! That B***h owes my Partner and I $1000..she owes our Cousin $1000 and what she owes our Mother is priceless..Mom called me crying her eyes out and you can't put a price on that..Debra Hanahan and Gary Long are pieces of s**t if you live in Knoxville Tennessee stay away from them!
Wow that felt good..
So no, I don't do drugs (recreational?? drugs are drugs they kill and destroy lives to me recreational is the beach, biking, hiking not sticking needles in my arm, snorting powder or smoking whatever I can roll into a piece of paper) and I have no use for drug dealers or addicts..as far as I am concerned they can kill themselves and each other I wont cry for them and if anyone here does drugs I am not impressed..Take my advice though grow up so you can grow old!
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To the one who states they cannot stop drugs because they are fun and they love it...check this.. I started out just like everyone...pot..every weekend my friends and I would buy a bag and smoke ourselves stupid. That became lame after awhile so I went on to LSD, cocaine, hash, pills, ghb anything I could get my hands on. One day while snorting coke, I was complaining that I couldn't come down so my boyfriend pulled out a bag heroin, persian brown, the same that led river to his demise. Of course, I tried it and yeah, I had the best feeling of my life, as nikki sixx describes in "the heroin diaries" (which I HIGHLY recommend) a warm blanket covering me...the feeling lasted about 7 minutes then I puked and passed out. After the first few times, I was able to stay awake and function while on it. It got to the point that I couldn't function without it. If I didn't have it, I was so sick that I couldn't get out of bed until I got more. This went on for 7 years...even after I ditched the heroin boyfriend and met my now-husband. He hated my drug habit, but he loved me so much that he felt that if he didn't support and finance my problem, I would leave...which I probably would have. My habit was hitting about $1,000/ week...PER FUCKING WEEK!!! I have been able to kick the heroin but now I have a severe, debilitating addiction to methadone and oxycontin. I still have a $500/week habit (I still have to obtain the pills illegally)...I can't go into rehab because of my job demands. I am stuck in a rut and sometimes I wish death would get me out of. I haven't taken a drug to get high in 9 years, I am taking them to live normally and to survive...please stop before its too late!! I hate every second of my existence...think about it.
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well i wish i could say no but i do....I'm 18 and addicted to PCP and oxycotin, xanix, and i just got out of virginia from a rehab.... i was there for 17 months for overdoseing on heroin for the 3rd time...I don't want to live like this but I feel trapped like i have nothing to live for..right now I"m pregnant and my boyfriend is a soldier in iraq...he won't be here to see me give birth... I'm not an ugly person look at my myspace
www.myspace.com/rain4u07
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Ashley, you are not...NOT...an ugly person. Not at all. Being I'm part of the human condition I can definitly relate to the situation you're in. Man kind's has trouble every day as the sparks fly upward.
In my opinion you could use hope and a faith to find your way out. I could not, NOT judge you because I've faced what I believed was great sorrow in my day too. Last summer I cried and called out in prayer daily until I was almost at the end of my rope. Wanting to run away wasn't an option with us having two beautiful children. It looked like divorce was just around the corner, and the tension was so filled up between us it could've been cut with a knife. We couldn't make normal conversation with out being angry at one another or remembering slights between us. It was tough for over a year. Finally my answer to prayer came over time, and things are so much better. My emotions have been healed, I don't get upset every day, and our marriage has been healed. It was a matter of love, and acceptence, and direction that came from outside of just self. If it works for me it will work for you too.
The bible does say Jesus was a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief. Repentence for me started an acceptence with self that I know is real. Know this that, not being religious, "For God so loved the world". But just realize first you're not alone. And this life can really hit a person hard. There is a way to live a life that is just full of freedom, and hope. Not through just optimism but the reality of being filled with God's direction and love. And through his help getting away from the counterfit of drugs and unhappiness, and getting to the genuine joy and being filled with the Holy Spirit.
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WOW, i haven't heard someone talk to me with that much faith in a long long time...I can look back and remember when i was in church and actually happy and i had real friends but that was before my ex boyfriend introduced me to my enemy...HEROIN....then I lost everything and it was scary how fast i fell and i looked at everyone else as if they were the crazy ones..I can't fuck up now...It's not about me it's about having a healthy baby...well I"m willing to talk to anyone who will listen and understand where I'm coming from...email me anytime I will actually respond
My email: iloveu2691@yahoo.com
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I hope you got my e mail I finally sent. I know I took a few days to write back because I wanted God's direction before just writing any thing out.
You most definitely are not alone no matter what the deceiver may put in one's mind. Our battle many times is spiritual and those battles come about by what our mind thinks on and decides to do. Just like it was for some one like River Phoenix who died...died; on drugs; at such a young age. How tragic. His battle was started by what he thought about, and how he thought about his past, present, and future. God is able. He is able to help you to have strength in the here and now.
Lots of times in this life I've cried out to God with all my heart, mind, and soul. I've really grieved during prayer some times, because of serious troubles like when my 15-year-old daughter had a 15 pound tumor and the doctor said she had cancer; and every; single; solitary time God delivered me. This happened last summer; on top of seemingly a failing marriage; but through turning to Him with a broken and contrite heart He delivered me out of my troubles. Many are the afflictions of the righteous but the Lord delivers out of every one is what the bible says.
Jesus said in this life we'd face persecutions and troubles. But He also said be of good cheer because I've over come the world. If you or any one decides with one heart; completely with every thing a person has to take up His cross and follow him then we have lots of promises to help give us the victory over such darkness in this world. Darkness found in our lives we find through circumstances, through when we're innocent, or even when we're guilty. We face a terrible enemy who would love to destroy you. Jesus said I am the light of the world. He has taken away great darkness out of my life time and time again. Even when the old devil trys to kill, steal, and destroy Jesus said upon this rock I'll build my church and the gates of hell will not prevail. If he did it for me; a man who has very little influence or money in this world; Ashley he'll deliver you too.
Ashley, don't give up. You are beautiful in the eyes of God. He simply loves you like no one else can. He is with you if you'll just reach out. Even if you're weak, like I've been, that is the opportunity to just let Him be strong inside you. That stength in the Lord will make the sin be forgiven and make the devil run just as fast as he can from you.
I'm praying for you gal.
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For all people who think river occasionally took drugs, I highly doubt he took heroin once in a while, your body physically depends on it........so most likely it was an everyday thing
when I snort oxy's after a few days I already feel I need them, physically sick, but just stop and wait a week or 2 and then your good, but not even as strong as heroin and you need them so obviously he was an everyday user.
Everyone wonders why people do drugs, there are so many reasons
Takes away a lot of my pain, not just mentally but phyisical, its fun as fuck, when you have sex its better (other than painkillers which just numbs you). etc, etc, etc, it goes on.
People who take drugs know exactly what thier doing!
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Wow, its amazint to me how long one of the messages that is brought up lasts on this site. I mean there are subjects brought up such a long time ago, and are still being discussed by still writing about the messages brought up. I thought from not being here for so long there would be no recent evidence of ever being here. But I was wrong. My comments are still up on this site after so much time. Incredible!
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I'll totally agree with how amazing it is on how long a message stays on here. I really liked the old days when Rikki, Keneaus Lover, and quite a few regulars used to come here so often. I really miss Riki who is such a lovely person. I often think and pray for riki who is very bright and wisebeyond her years at the time.
Any way I think there are less and less people coming here since 2006, and will be suprised if the site is here for ery much longer.
Good luck to all River Phoenix fans.
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hahah man of faith..i don't know if you remember me..It's me ashley and you responded to wat i wrote on this very form and i told u i was pregnant...well i had my daughter...she is premature due to that issue we spoke about but shes strong. I had her february 23,2009 and she was actually due may 24,2009. She still in the hospitalbut she is pulling thru....shes BEAUTIFUL..yall can look at my myspace...my new one... www.myspace.com/kaoz2691
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