~she steps from the swirling shadows next to The Tree and impulsively hugz it ...having miss The Tree....lays her cheek against the tough bark...and thinks of things that have happened while she was away....and sighs softly ...brushing the memories away..impatiently...hugz the tree again and wonders...looking around ...where ever one was....missing everyone...a lonely look in her gold eyes...she climbs up The tree and lounges on a branch....and ponders ....just how much she hates this loneliness that dewells deep within her soul...flicks her tail ...restlessly....so very very very bored with the realms she has visited these past months...as it is the same story where ever she roams...she looks and looks..yet...can never find that which she seeks....glum look briefly flits across her fine furry lil face...wonders...where her mother was...misses her so very much....misses the clan...misses laughter...misses fine times...love and laughter....just...missing lots of things....wonders...if she ll ever find that which she has lost...ever again...or if it is even realy and truly lost....lays upon her back staring up into the leaves of The Tree and ponders...reflecting...wondering...so many things...slightly sad...but mostly ...just simply a lonely soul....shifting her form to human~
~She senses Kitty and she appears, seeing her shift to human form and she rises up, the shimmering edges of her wings sparkling in the sunlight, leaning over to hug her gently, smiling~
I am ever here, Kitty. All you have to do is call......
~smiles...delighted to see jaeden...HUGZ her back tight~ ....jaeden....i need something to do... ~sighs softly~ maybe even training....after all...i ve always long to be a martial artist...~gglz~ ...~sighs~ I just...~looks west...and then looks down~ need something to do ....~loneliness she tries so hard to hide...shining briefly in her gold eyes before she buries it deep again~ any ideas?...~soft purrr~ i m at a loss anymore...~small smile as her voice trails off~
