Miscarried Angel :( (Hard Time Coping)

I am having a hard time coping with the loss of our 3rd child. We lost the baby on the night of Feb 12th 2007 the same day I found I was pregnant with baby no 3. I really wanted another girl. A few months before I had a dream of giving birth to a full term healthy baby girl. Then a week before I found out I was pregnant with baby no 3. I dreamed of 4 month old twins you could see the baby girl and I called her name (Ambrielle the name we have chosen for a girl) Ambrielle means "Father in rejoying") But I only saw the back of the baby boys head he had no name. We take forever to come up with boys names. I really wanted this little baby and its wrecking my life thinking about how I lost the baby. Im perfectly healthy. I do not smoke do not drink and do not do drugs. I have no health problems. The doctor says there is no explanation as to why but for us to try again that it will not effect baby no 4 chances of survival.

In 2001 I dreamt of 2 little girls about 4 years apart in age. One looked similar to me when I was about 6. And the other little girl was sitting on my lap in the dream. She had curls. Both of them I played chasey with in a park and laughed with them and enjoyed ourselves. In 2002 I concieved my 1st child and gave birth to my 1st child a gorgeous little girl Lilike on June 25th 2003. And in 2004 I had dreams of a little boy with blonde hair and big blue eyes. In 2005 we planned baby number 2. In 2006 I gave birth to a baby boy Locke on Monday May 29th 2006.