No words can describe the
failure that i feel right now.
I feel like a lost child. I could
almost die right now, but i'll try
to stay strong for my father in
heaven, for i know he is watching over
me. I can't help, but feel this intense
pain inside of my heart though. It's
tearing me down. My eyes are getting
teary. I can't believe the stupid mistakes that i make. I feel like such a stupid idiot right now. I can 't believe
what i just did. I can't undo it! I can't take the pain away. So, I guess that I'll just have to deal with it and move on, even though i feel like a part of me just
died a moment ago from my stupidity. Will the lost past come back to me. I guess I'll have to wait and see.
copyrights © 2005 By China Rivera
shortyjewlz@yahoo.com
This message has been edited by China_Rivera from IP address 209.240.205.62 on May 14, 2005 3:21 AM
This message has been edited by China_Rivera from IP address 209.240.205.62 on May 14, 2005 3:08 AM
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