I look into the mirror and I see
An image of terror reflected back at me
My eyes consumed by the flames of entropy
My face turning from flesh to paper - burning so quietly
A bunch of shattered fucking glass as I react violently
And smash the fuck out of the words spoken by a society
That could give a fuck less about who I am
A doctor, a lawyer, the fucking Son of Sam
It'll still be the same damn name on my headstone when I die
So do as you say but not as you do? Fuck you, I don't lie
You're a society of idiots and hypocrits
That preaches gloom instead of hope, doom on the end of a rope
Fuck that, fuck this, fuck whores, this is my world
To hell with your's
It'll be a cold day in hell that you see me suck up
My whole generation is miserable cuz your's fucked up
When ever you want to see yourself
Just stare at me
When ever you feel hopeless, just know
I'm what you could be
Your self-portrait - what I feel is what you wrought
Your self-portrait - what I say is what you thought
Your self-portrait - Stare, motherfucker, there's no escape...
Your self-portrait - I am what you sought to annihilate
My father told me "They hate you cuz you're better"
And I don't forget it, no, fucking never
Fuck all you motherfuckers from high school
Your picture-perfect lie wasn't my school
Try spending three years in hell and you'll see
Exactly what went on, exactly what affected me
I guess you saw that I'd see right through you
Right through your spectrum of disgusting lies
That's why you fucking tried to put out these eyes
I bet you thought I'd committ suicide, didn't you?
But I bet you never thought I'd be back to fucking shit on you
Your arogance was bullshit, your power was a lie
You hatred was just a knife aimed at your own fucking eye
And now my life is all about making bitches like you cry
You destroyed an innocent child but you gained me!
I'm back to attack the fucking system and you trained me
When ever you want to see yourself
Just stare at me
When ever you feel hopeless, just know
I'm what you could be
Your self-portrait - what I feel is what you wrought
Your self-portrait - what I say is what you thought
Your self-portrait - Stare, motherfucker, there's no escape...
Your self-portrait - I am what you sought to annihilate
I'm your fucking future and your past
I'm your fucking dream of yourself that didn't last
I'm your fucking whipping boy about to murder your ass
And I'm your fucking God created by your years of hate
You pledge allegiance to me when you retaliate
I'm your better fucking self that you failed to annihilate
You can't kill me with words, you've already tried
I'll kick you in the face and laugh at suicide
And I'm not jealous of a friend who thinks he can outgrow me
I spit on your fucking arogance, you're so below me
I don't need you for shit, so eat a fucking dick
And choke, bitch, cuz you're nothing compared to me
Talking shit, kid, you're not even prepared to fight me
Don't even know any girls cuz you're a pathetic wannabe
Stay the fuck out of my business and that goes for the fucking world, too
I don't stand for my friends, I stand for a big motherfuck you
When ever you want to see yourself
Just stare at me
When ever you feel hopeless, just know
I'm what you could be
Your self-portrait - what I feel is what you wrought
Your self-portrait - what I say is what you thought
Your self-portrait - Stare, motherfucker, there's no escape...
Your self-portrait - I am what you sought to annihilate
George '03
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