All I can see is black
No one's going to help me stand
You wait for me to turn my back
The knife is passed into your hands
Kiss my lips until I'm asleep
Now you have my life to reap
Don't stab too fast
When you spill my blood
All I wanted was to be happy
Was it really too much?
You slide the blade into my heart
I die alone and helpless in the dark
I won't be remembered, nothing will matter
When you dismember my heart, dreams shatter
I'll just fade straight from reality
Too weak to survive so I'm a fatality
You'll go on, you have bigger kids to fuck
Playing this game until you're out of luck
You think darkness is cool?
You don't even know what the fuck it is
To you, in the end, I'm just another fool
Fuck you, my friend, look what you did
You kissed me to sleep, then you went to have fun!
Show some mercy and connect my head to your gun
To you, life is some kind of war
And to you, it's okay to be a whore
Fuck that, right? You just made a mistake
Try telling that to the soul you've slain
Did you even stop to think of that?
Of course not, the poison you let me drink works too fast
Do you think darkness is fun?
Is it cool that I have no where to run?
Do you delight in my pain?
Or was 'no' just too hard to say?
My soul is bleeding so much I'm drowning inside
Darkness is pain, sorrow, and I can't even ask why...
George Manes, 1999