-the slender woman stands with her back to her room , staring blankly out her frost covered window , she looks outside and almost seems to sigh , idly twisting a wedding band around her finger , she pulls herself onto her windowseat and rests her head against the window before pulling her notepad up to her lap , the thought of re-writing her lost letter almost heart wrenching to her-
Dearest Love...
It has been so long , I've clung to your memory for well over a year now.. wishing that i would wake up from this horrible dream i now consider my life... i stare out at the sky and wonder everyday where you are , if your thinking of me.. if you'll ever come back... i know the answers...but it hurts.. hurts so much...
I've tried so very hard to keep from becoming everything i said i hated , but its so hard.. i've given in.. i've lost all hope.. i hope you understand that.. im not the same... but i will always love you.
-
Your Angyl
-she doesn't bother re-reading the note , just simply tucks it in an envolope , sliding her wedding band into it also before setting it on her dresser , only looking at it briefly before walking out-