This mist is choking my mind
I think I'm waiting for you,
But I can't understand why
So I take another drink of blood
No matter how many times
It's never enough
I can't see, I can't breathe
I can't be anything at all because I can't believe
In anything, because this mist is up in my brain
Stabbing and choking, I push off the skeletons in my way
I think you want to hurt me,
But I'm numb to the pain
Why does it go on, day after day?
Why don't you hear anything that I say?
You're deaf and blind because it's easier that way
I'm deaf and blind because you want it that way
Everybody has something old to say
Shut up, just shut the fuck up
I'll take another glass of blood
Mind and body, you are just like a drug
The mist feels like it will never lift
How could anything kill me slower than this
You have broken my body but you can't break me
You have fractured my mind, but you can't forsake me
Not with out regret, not with out retribution
I'm a monster now, I know only resolution
I pour myself another glass of blood
As I stumble through a past of mud
Your drugs made me what I am tonight
You are the shadow that I chase through a blackened sight
The mist eats away my mind
George, A.D. 2000
|