Hate You
I hate you for the ass that you've been,
The pain and the torture you put me through.
Hell I hate you for just being you.
You've ruined my life before, and I just got it back
I'm not going to sit around and watch while you throw it off the track.
I hate you and I will never forget what you've done to me.
I hate you for this and I will never forgive you
Go ahead and call me a slut, call me a fucking whore.
Well screw you ass hole, your last chance just flew through the God Damn door.
I know who I am, and you don't give a damn.
Since when was the last time you stopped and asked me who I really am?
You made accusations, you labled me.
Why? Because I wouldn't give out myself for free.
Don't you think you are contradicting yourself just a little bit.
You said that you loved me. What type of bullshit is this?
If you ever cared for me, you wouldn't drag me through hell and back.
I remember the poem I wrote years ago to you.
I was just a child then, but this is the same shit you put me through.
Misguided
I put my trust in you
and you proved me wrong
I gave my heart to you
and now its gone
I devoted my thoughts to you
and now their filled with regret
I was blinded, and I let you guide me
and you took me to hell and back
My heart is broken
because of you
My soul is now pitch black.
You fucked me over and you know its true.
My life was turned over, all because of you.
You call me shit behind my back, or through a computer.
But when you are standing next to me, you act oh so much sweeter.
Well I can now see past your sickening disguise.
And I've gotten so damn tired of all your lies.
I'm sick of you, and you know its true.
I've always hated pricks like you.
Every being that walks with a dick, I've hated.
All because of you.
So many years ago, I thought you were so sweet.
It took me three damn months to realize
You are the type that would cheat.
You stabbed me in the back, you used me up till I was nothing.
You left me hating myself, thinking I was worthless.
I loathed everything about me all because of you.
I wondered what I did to deserve such crap.
You try to make me feel good, only so you can tear me down the next second.
Making the impact twice as hard.
Oh how I'd love to shove a mace up your ass.
But unlike you, I'm a chick with some class.
So you call me beautiful, and you say how you dream of kissing me, and so much more.
Do you think I like hearing that? Oh remember, I'm just some "whore".
Funny how I never let you kiss me, or ever touch me.
I'm loyal to the one I love.
But you keep trying to force yourself onto me.
And when I refuse, you fly into some rage and suddenly I'm this bitch. While a moment ago you said I was so "perfect" and everything a man would ever want.
Too bad I can't be yours, won't be yours, never will want to be yours.
I learnt my lesson three years ago from you remember.
Get the fuck over it, get the hell over yourself.
For once a girl turns you down, tough shit.
You're so used to having your way, being able to slide a girl right into your bed.
Too bad, this girls got a brain in her head.
Go the fuck away, get out of my life.
Or next time I see you, I'm pulling out a knife.
I'm tired of you bashing me into a bloody pulp.
I'm tired of being your door mat. Matt.
I never want to see your face again,
got that bitch? or do I have to say this all over again?
Renée 2000
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