Nobody gives a fuck
Maybe I cared too much
To give my mind over to you
It never seems like anything that I do
Ammounts to shit
It doesn't matter what the fuck I do
You always forget
Or maybe you never noticed at all
Too intoxicated on life
To even here to call
While my legs were being shot up
So I have to crawl
Just so you can get caught up
Stick a knife in my back
Make me fall
Oh fuck it I never thought it would be you
You seemed so perfect in your loyalty
Tell me now, what should I do?
My rage is cold but my defeat boils me
Oh fuck it I never thought it would be you
You of all people, betraying what I do
To the very people who want my neck
No, fuck it, I never thought it would be you
Nothing but ashes, everything turns to dust
Life, it seeems, crashes, and I don't know who to trust
Maybe you or maybe nobody, are you really with me?
I take your hand, I am what you want me to be
Where will you take a blind man, where are you leading me?
I open my eyes, and everything's still black
Where the hell am I, when will you be back?
In this cell I cry, in this hell I die
Because everything turned to ash
Please, God, not again
Please, not fucking this...
Just tell me, can I possibly win?
Or, locked behind these bars, merely vainly wish
Oh my God, what have you done?
I throw myself against the walls, there's no where to run
I should have known it was a fucking trap
I should have known you'd shove a knife into my back
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
In my motherfucking paranoia I trust
Every step you take, every move you make
I'll be watching you
I don't mean anything, anyways,
Because the victors will never be asked if they told the truth
My life is in ruins, I'm knocked from my feet
Drowning and choking in the ashes of defeat
George '00
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