Could you take back everything you said to me
And make everything be perfect again
Could you make me smile and forget the tears I cried
Can you promise to cause me no more pain?
Im not delusional , I just like my world
I don't try to be who I'm not anymore
Im not some perky little bitch who likes to lie
And no matter what you or anyone else says - I'm not a whore.
My heart rests in one place and one only.
With him , and no one else can take it away
How can you look at yourself now
Knowing it was me you betrayed!?!?
I asked for two minutes of your time
Something I've never asked for before
You could have asked me just to leave you alone
And I wouldn't have bothered you anymore..
Instead you slashed at me repeatidly
Making me feel like nothing but dirt
How can I make you feel what I feel right now
You have no idea how badly it hurt...
Part of me just wants to walk away
Deep down I know now you aren't worth my time
But the other part of me wants to cling to you
ANd you make it seem like its a crime..
To want to keep what little friendship we have left
I can still remember you crying on the phone
I remember each and every part of me wanting to reach out to you
The last thing I wanted you to feel was alone..
Now you make it seem like I did it all to look good
That I was fake , a poser , a spiteful little bitch
Can you honestly sit and look at me and say those things
I know you wouldn't like it if the roles were switched.
You have no idea who I am , and I plan to keep it that way
You showed how mean and cruel you can really be
And I don't need someone like you in my life
and that for certain , is a guarentee
After this I won't speak a word to you
Nor will I ever think of you again
You left me in tears with a smile far from sight
And Im not going to let you cause me this pain.
EVER.
everyones aloud to vent anger - so dont even bother replying to this.. anyone.
*me
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