I'm very sorry to Master Circle for not coming to the Easton event; I know no excuse can be made, but my hands were tied that day regardless. I'm very happy with the responses I've gotten, but unfortunately my life is...quite chaotic right now, and I'm not sure if I could ever find the means or money to be able to join Koguryo. It makes me sad that I've found myself living in a world caught up in the consuming greed for money, but I guess that's just how life works in America. On top of all that, I've come to understand that I have to find somewhere to live within a month, which was what shortly followed after losing a very good job unexpectedly. Considering I have absolutely no where to go and no one to really fall back on...ahah, it should be interesting in the long run where I end up. My worries extend to the very worse possibilities, but then what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger, no? I'm glad to see how involved the teachers are with the students at this school, and I hope that maybe someday I might be able to carry on with this dream of mine. I've always had the stubborn will and endurance to push myself through any and all trials, and after hitting this all time low I find myself wanting to change, evolve, become a better and stronger person. It's a frightening prospect for someone like me who's always depended on the guidence and presence of others, and it's going to be a lot of work, but I'm sick of the rubberband life I've been living up to this point and I want it to become something more solid. Until then, I wish Koguryo the very best wishes and prosperity. Thank you all very much.
~Lina
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