my inspiration is a picture of my boobs when i was pregnant with my 3rd child. they were so full. they were like that once(actually 5 times!) i just hope they can be like that again!
my inspiration is to be as gorgeous as I possibly can for my wonderful husband, whom I saw admiring boobs in a book once !!! he loves me how I am and because he really does that drives me to want to be the best me I can be !!! I love him so much !hes enjoying the growth so far !!! I'd love to wear low cut dresse but ministers dont do that lol.... jellyDeee..
My inspiration is seeing an old pic or video of me not too long ago with my huge implants and the feeling I carried around with me for years knowing they were 'fake' and not me.....so to grow naturally means everything to me...to have my own set of 'real knockers' :) That keeps me determined to grow even bigger than I was with implants...which is only 1 1/4 inches away from being the same size around....but with implants since they are huge on top as well, I looked way bigger than just a 32D.
Like Michelle, my inspiration is seeing older pics of myself with implants....clothed though. Fake and obvious when naked. But to see my silouhette of my figure then. It balanced my figure out more and of course the size.
Second inspiration....all my organic boobie friends here. This is compounded energy ladies :)
Well,my inspiration is a bra i had when i was fat, i was a 36 C-but even though i remember them looking good,i seem to think they were like man boobs,as they were just pure fat-as my fat is gone and im a 34a now and i was a 32a before i was fat.
Another inspiration to me is my mum, she says she doesn't want me to feel the same way about my boobs as she has all her life,she was the one incourgaing me to get implants.
Also i read Jordans autobiorgaphy,i stoped reading the book at the point she said"Men always love big boobs,all men are boob men, and the ones that say they arn't r lying"-i cried sounds daft but it was like having my face slapped,as it makes me feel my bfriend is lying when he says he loves them-i hate that she made me feel like that,and would do anything to take away my insecurities regarding my breasts,that mainly she put into my head in the 1st place
Chelle/organic angel-i was wondering, when you had your implants out did you recieve councling or anything, i just can't imagine having no boobs, getting implants, going back to having no boobs and then growing them naturally-it seems you have gone through alot,i mean your achieving your goal now, but how did u feel when you 1st took them out?were you never fully comfortable with the implants?
i just wondered if you regret ever having them,& was it worth it at the time?
-sorry to ask so many questions, it would just weigh a few things up in my mind for me.
THANX gingerD
I have to say my inspiration is seeing myself with big boobs while nursing. I lost my baby weight quickly and was left with gorgeous full boobs and a small frame for about 8 months ~ and loved every minute of it, and then they deflated (my boobs). Next pregnancy they got bigger up to ds for a few months and then dropped to cs for the rest and then they deflated and after the second baby I was left with flat fried eggs. I had nice full Bs before kids, but after nice full Cs, they really don't compare. Plus it made my figure look good. I am not basing my journey off of any person that I have seen, with exception to me :-), but do have to agree that you girls are a true inspiration.
My inspiration is to get rid of my sagging boobs and full them out some., like before i breastfed. Also would love to wear sexy tops that i can't. sigh.... well hopefully i do.
Haha, yes, sex is a big inspiration of mine. I love, love, love, love sex and I just think how much less self-conscious i'll be, and all the new fun things my boyfriend can try once I'm not an A anymore!!!
Shallow? Perhaps... But I suppose so is wanting large breasts in the first place.
alcest, that is not at all shallow... and i think that the root of all of it is the same for most of us!
mine is twofold: first of all, my boyfriend (now my husband... i know, i know) cheated on me with a girl with big hooters. that used to be why i did it, saying that if i had bigger boobs than her, he would never stray.
well forget that... boobs dont keep a man anyway (though i have kept him... though on a tighter leash!) so now it is just this picture i have in my mind of a friend i have with huge boobs but otherwise she is the same body type as i am... plus in gymnastics there were one or two girls with these big, full boobies that could fill out any leotard... nowadays i just want to fill out some of the pretty dresses in the victorias secret catalogue!
i rememeber once reading a book where a man announced how women are actually evaluated by the size of their breasts - it totally destroyed me then.
Later on i had a boyfriend (a boobman) who said he loved mine because he loved me and i believed him. But i always felt i'm not enough. Thus i just don't ever want to feel that again.
but i want to say one thing, small breasts can be very nice as well (just to mention Vanessa Paradise, Kiara Knightley, Kate Moss). So i would really like to have nice perky little breasts that fit me the best and my source or inspiration and motivation comes from this forum, specially from Lisa.
I second Bonnette. I find small boobs really attractive, but only if you have a fitting body, that is slender. I fortunately do, but I've always felt miserable about my boobs (or lack of them, lol). So the reason I want boobs is to feel better about myself, to feel sexy and confident, and for the things I will conscequentally be able to have with that. Boobs are only one of my many goals for the future, all leading towards one big goal and that goal and that future is my inspiration.
To answer your questions about implants.....I'm seriously considering writing a book. I regret every possible point about them. I regret that I didn't have strong supportive women in my life at that time, to help show me that women are beautiful naturally, and there are ways to naturally improve on natural. Get where I'm going here? Be yourself; love yourself; men love confident women. I fell into the media/men dominated world of thinking. Everything you see in movies; magazines, etc, screams that women who are plastic and without imperfections are desired and sexy. And this type of media has now influenced our daughters and younger women to such a horrible extent, that 16 yr olds are asking their parents for boob jobs for xmas!? When did we learn to hate our bodies so much. Most large breasts in the media are 100% fake. Look at nick-at-night tv, or older movies. Women had beautiful small, natural breasts. And they WERE considered sexy and desirable.
Implants are also dangerous. I absolutely know first-hand about that. How did I feel after they were removed?....Even though I was elated that these fake beachballs were out, and my health would return, I sadly mourned the loss of my "breasts". Breasts are naturally a part of a women's identity. But it should be a healthy one, not as in how the media portrays it should be. It also slammed my self-esteem to such a low (proving the importance I falsely placed on my plastic boobs), that I didn't feel I was worthy as a women; lover; etc. No I didn't get counseling, but I should have.
Ladies...anyone considering implants...DON'T! Love yourself. I truly believe NBE is achievable for everyone, and yes everyone may have to find their own unique recipe/routine that works, but natural is better. Health wise; self-esteem wise; it looks so much more alluring than cement, non-movable balls.
Well, I happen to live on the coast in New jersey, 10 minutes from the beach.
For once I would love to wear a bikini with pride and not feel self conscious. I would love to be able to look my absolute best!
All of you are also a great inspiration! To see so many women who feel the same way I do helps, and to know there are other options that work that don't require implants.
Im pleased to meet you !!!! (especially with a name like that an my proffesion an all) IM so sorry about your implant experience ! you and Michelle are brave souls !!!!could you please tell me what your health complications were with the implants and how you worked out it was the implants ??? Its just something thats interested me as the implant companies will stiffle anything negative they possibly can about thier implants !!!! Im sure glad you and michelle are on this forum !!love jellyDeee...
I sure don't mind sharing my experience. If I can prevent even 1 gal from going under the knife, I will feel like I've made a difference.
You asked about what health issues I experiences. I'm 42 now. Was 22 when I had them put in. They have a normal "shelf-life" of 5-10 yrs. I had silicone implants. I started to have these exscuriating pains in my quad's and hamstrings. I had arythmia (irregular heart rythym). I had unexplained searing, shooting pains in my limbs. This started when I was about 30. I thought I was losing my mind. I'm highly athletic, had a very physically demanding job (paramedic/flight medic for fire dept), and could keep my own amongst the strongest of guys. I started to feel like I was falling apart.
One night when soaking in the tub, I had such a severe episode of arythmia (irregular heart), that I couldn't breathe or even get myself out of the tub to call my own 911 personnel I work with. It took everything I had, and who knows how long, to dump myself out of the tub, to make sure I wouldn't drown! I laid there for hrs until I was strong enough to dress and call 911. I had my peers take me to my base hospital (they didn't know the whole story about my implants however) I was there for 3 days worth of testing. Mostly cardio. During my MRI, they located "migrating silicone" throughout my lymph system. This explained my extreme muscle pain. It was destroying the natural sheath (a covering over muscle), which is what happens to MS (multiple sclerosis) patients.
Long story short (but I'm more than happy to answer questions), the silicone had been leaking slowly for yrs. Migrating to parts and systems of my body. Which was what the major complication was, when I had them removed. Extreme silicone invasion in my chest cavity and lymph nodes. Exactly as if I had breast cancer! I almost bled out during removal surgery. I spent a week in the hospital, 4 days getting blood transfusions. And 6 months till full recovery. I actually couldn't even wash my chest in the shower without pain, until almost a yr post surgery!
Self-esteem; vanity; young ingnorance; media brain-washing.....they all contribute to women falling for the trap of implants. I will testify till my last day on this earth. Implants are toxic, regardless of what you are told; hear; read; see.
Happy to embrace your friendship Jelly! Strong women, create strong women, transform women, and behold a beautiful and profound presence on planet earth.
ask all the questions you want :) I feel like I could write a book myself on implants just like Organic Angel. I literally despise them. I didn't go for counseling either, but i just had them taken out last Dec. 15th 2005, so for me 'therapy' and 'counseling' has been growing naturally, that has given me hope and self-esteem. I started the bb pills jan.3rd of this year, just almost 3wks after surgery to give me body time to heal.
like Organic Angel said breasts are a part of a woman's identity, so even though I was thrilled to have them out at first because I wanted them out for so long and had to wait til I was financially able to do so, there came a time shortly after that I did miss the 'size'. Definitely not the implanst themselves. But when you have that size for basically 13 yrs like both me and Organic Angel, you do miss the size once it's gone. You can't help but miss the size when that's what you're use to seeing for so long and when you wear certain clothes you use to and you no longer fill out shirts, bathing suit tops, etc you can't help but feel incomplete a little, like something's missing. I do feel more rewarded and 10x better about myself now that I've grown naturally and wish I would of never got implants years ago. I didn't get them for me to begin with, I got them for an A$$hole boyfriend who was very abusive and controlling when I was 19, he pressured me into getting them and told me I would then be a perfect '10' for him if I got them, so being naive and stupid I thought it would change things. Little did I know then if i have to do that to please some 'boy' he's not worth it if he can't love me for me. And little did I know at the time that the physical abuse would only get worse from there.
So the answer is definitely NO that it was not worth it at the time. Not to mention the fact that I knew if I didn't have them removed soon, then I would probably start having problems with them like deflating or leaking. My doctor who removed them even said that once he went to take my left one out, he barely even touched it and it ruptured, so I'm sure it was just a matter of time before it leaked into my body or ruptured. I've read enough horror stories online about implants growing mold or fungus inside after years of having them in and then our body can't fight all that off at once and can be fatal. No matter if it's saline or silicone. I also had aches/pains all over by body the last few years I had them in, I was working back then and even missed work several times because of the pain. I'm stubborn about going to the doctor and so I would just research my symptoms and they all pointed to fibromyalgia, I have also read enough stories online about implants causing that also, so I knew it was probably the implants causing it and knew I would be having them removed as soon as I could. I don't have those aches and pains anymore now that they're gone. I'm so grateful to finally have them out now and not have to worry about my health with them, let alone the fact that I walked around feeling ashamed that they were fake and hated them. The first few years that I had them in, sure it boosted my self-confidence up, but as I got older about age 24/25, about 5 or 6yrs after having them in, I started really despising them. I knew they didn't make who I was as a person and I hated that people could probably look at me with one glance and know right away they were fake and me not getting them for myself also played big on my mind. Plus, having to always be careful not to lift heavy things for years, afraid they would pop or shift around, and forget laying on your stomach. :) I just couldn't see myself either having to go in every 10 or so years having them replaced all my life. I was scared to death to have them taken out, scared I wouldn't wake up from being put to sleep and wouldn't wake up to see my son's smiling face anymore. To me, it's a senseless surgery to have to go through all your life every 10 or so years, there are too many other health complications that can happen througout our life to have to go through surgery for, much less having to go through it for implants, especially since we know for a fact that we can all grow naturally now, right?:) I want to just shout it out to all women in the world, that we can achieve our goals and don't have to go through risky, expensive surgery. Just wished I would of had them removed years ago before now, I could of saved myself a lot of hatred for them, cause you would think I would of been showing them off right? just the opposite, I tried to wear clothing for the longest time towards the end, that wouldn't 'show' them as much and if I did wear something revealing, I felt self-conscious the whole time wearing it, knowing I was drawing attention to my fake chest. I would much rather have A cups anyday if I had to choose that or implants. At least they would be mine.
Sorry to write a novel...see I told you I could write a book on the subject. :)
Here's to growing some Au Naturel Big Boobies!!!!! :)
thankyou so much for honouring us with your journey !!! hope lots of girls contemplating the imps read it and consult you both !!!!! I wonder why we dont hear from celebrities whos boobs have gone wrong ??? some dont hide the fact theyve got them and think how people would listen just because thier famous !! just a strange thought I had love jellyDeee...
Organic Angel+Chelle-
WOW
I just can't believe what either of you have had to deal with, from what you write your strong now and both seem to have a very optomistic veiw about things.
I supose its a case of having to be.
with regards to the book-i have been thinking for some time a new NBE/Boob experience book needs to be writen, from your stoires,other peoples etc,and im serious here may be a colabiration would work-everyone does a chapter their experience and see how it would go.could start a thread "the book" and see what every one thinks and can come up with
I really appreciate your responces and admire you both for what you have been through :)
I never got as far as u because of the treatment i recived from the surgeries-im gona put my experince on my PPage
Thanks again both of ya and big boobie blessings to all
It's been said many times, but thank you for sharing your experiences with us. I had been thinking back and forth about implants, but didn't really want them..I don't want foreign things in my body. And now after reading your trials I would never entertain the thought again.
I know I'm new here, but if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here. :) You're both so brave!
chelle and organic angel, thank you for sharing...
i had a friend who got implants recently. if i had known about this forum then, i would have pointed her here, but i dont know that it would have helped. after she got them, she has only been about showing them off for the compliments... i told her before she got them that it might be something she should do a lot of research on, but i dont know how much she did... she was 20 when she got them...
you two inspire... natural all the way, ladies! lets get growing!
Chelle: I concur 100% about the hatred. Self-hatred. Hatred of the media. Hatred of pressure from "so called significant others". Self-love makes for a beautiful, strong woman!
gingerD: DON'T you dare even consider implants. I had full A's before the implants.
Funny, because back then, I hated them, but I'd kill to have them now. AND I'm
sure I'd have responded better to maybe one of my many zillion routines
emmie: Please tell your friends to stay vigilent about any "funniness" she may feel
with her implants. And she better start saving now for their exchange or removal
I also wanted to share some more side effects, that you won't hear about. I'mplants are like cold-blooded creatures. They respond to temp's. So when you are outside in the cool/cold weather, your boobs become like ice. Your tummy will be warm, but your boobs will feel like frozen melons. I used to use a heating pad, to quickly and sneakily heat my boobs before my then boyfriend would be allowed to touch them.
When you lay down, natural breasts flatten out. Fake boobs do not. They stand erect like halved cantaloupe. Ok, can you say obvious. You develop wrinkle lines under your breast crease and along the sides, when they shift; start to leak; rupture, etc.
You lose lots of sensation. And it doesn't ever come back.
You have scars. They fade, but they are not invisible.
They sure don't sound too attractive anymore huh?
Natural boobs are warm, soft, sensitive, and beautiful.
I will be honest...I am jealous of women with cleavage .I think breasts are definitely sexy and important to sexual attraction.Also I hate it when my boyfriend looks with admiration women with cleavage or when they smile at him etc.So pictures of women with nice breasts and cleavage is an inspiration although sometimes I want to cry...Moreover ,bad comments from big breasted friends of mine or men about my small breasts and thin body wants me to desperately grow breasts or cry (again)...
And thank you also for sharing your journey, thoughtfulness and support along the road to boobie sucess! :) Yeah you don't hear much of celebrities' boob jobs that have gone wrong...I wish more would speak out, there are in a position that could get the word out to millions of women. I've only heard of a couple of celebrities having theirs removed...one was Rod Stewart's (singer) daughter, she had hers removed, but don't remember why. Jenny Jones (talk show host...years ago) had hers removed because I think it was her body kept rejecting them and she had to keep having them replaced, finally she just kept them out for good.
GingerD, thanks for your kind words also, and that is a great idea about posting our experiences....I should post my experience with implants on my PP, just so anyone new comes along they will see my story...to know I had implants and weren't happy with them you know and that I'm much happier now having my own..and growing my own. :)
Feinics, I'm just glad my experience could help someone who was once contemlating getting them. Thank you also for your kind words and offering to be there. :) Very sweet of you. You all keep me going on this venture boobie quest and I appreciate the way we all support one another and this is such a safe haven to come to everyday...we are all NBE sisters! :)
Emmie, thank you too...you're an inspiration also with your huge growth recently. :) Everyone here is an inspiration to me, cause we all don't give up and that's the key. Yeah I agree with you, there probably wasn't much you could say to your friend, once she had her mind up...I remember being 20 once (years ago:) and matter of fact, at 19 when I wanted to get the implants for the butthole, my mom tried her hardest to talk me out it and tell me there may be risks involved and that I shouldn't have to do that to please a man and I was fine the way I was....Did I listen....No of course not, I had my mind set and wanted to please a man...excuse me...I mean "boy" :)
Organic Angel...so glad you elaborated a little more on implants....ditto to everything you said. My right breast is half/numb underneath, right below the nipple, I can barely feel when I scratch it and my right nipple is undersensitive and my left nipple is 'over' sensative..has been this way the whole time since the operation years ago. Funny that you had the same problem with the weather...the implants are definitely affected by that. With cold weather or rainy weather even sometimes, I had terrible aches in my breasts...kind of like I guess when someone has arthritis maybe with cold weather it affects them more. I use to hate the aches with cold weather...felt like I did have arthritis in my breasts matter of fact.
Oh and yeah when you bend over...there's the real breasts portion hanging down and you can see the implants stuck to your chest so to speak, while the 'real' stuff hangs freely...yuck! And also when you hang down...you can see the 'ripples' of the implants on the sides..not very attractive. And not to get too personal, but my husband likes to look at us in the mirror sometimes if you know what I mean :) And so when I had the implants and could see the ripples in my breasts that really would turn me off, so I couldn't really look at myself while doing the deed.
The whole 'salute' thing when you lay down with implants where they stand straight up for 'attention'...that's the only thing I miss...cause mine surely dissapear now when I lay down. FLAT. Everything goes to the sides. So that took some readjusting to at first. especially doing the dirty deed with hubby...I now prop myself on pillows so that I'm not laying flat and still have something to show for. :)
Thank you all for your support and dedication you bring to this forum everyday...we WILL make it to our goals!! Hopefully more and more women will find this forum and we can all share this boobie quest together. :)
Merry X-mas everyone....breast wishes and blessings!!
Diana, I just want to say that this is a great post and just reading all the responses has been an ispiration for me...thank you!! I'm not having a very good day today and this was just what I needed. I've been doing this for a year now with no sucess but I will never give up. I just keep imagining what it would feel like to go bra shopping and wear a bikini to the beach....I NEVER go to the beach!!
I just want to echo what everyone else has been saying - THANK YOU guys so much for sharing your implant stories!!! If your words can stop just one person from considering implants, then you've done a marvelous thing.
I do the same darn thing with regards to "body positioning" in bed or certain other situations. If I had full B's or especially C's, then when I'd lay down, they would flatten out, but be a nice mound of flesh. Unfortunately, I also flatten all the way out when laying down. I think that during an implant removal, especially with all the escavating they did with mine, a lot of other tissue gets removed in the process. I also have discovered different positions to give my "girls" a little oompf during those intimate moments. I live for the day, when I can go braless and wear a tank top without embarassment.
I also happened to fall upon the "secret" movie. I ordered it. I am heavily combining ONLY positive thoughts to reinforce my new BO routine. If I need to adjust, then I'll adjust, but absolutely no negative words or thoughts of something not working, etc. I will achieve my breast growth, and I will be happy and content, and I am working on not obsessing over every little detail either, because I think that hinders progress. That's the hard part thought, because I'm constantly critiquing every minute detail daily. You'd hardly think there was a life outside of nbe LOL
boobies had just put up a post wanting to know what everyone wanted as their goal. i just thought knowing why might be a good pair to match her thread. people do things for different reasons but all in all i have noticed 1 thing in common. we all want to feel happy, comfortable,confident,and sexy in our own natural bodies.i had been considering getting implants for over 5 yrs.researched and everything.i would never do it now.i rather be flat chested and deal with my esteem probs with a shrink!
Wow! what a post! everyone here is inspirational in their courage and dedication to try and be the best they can be and to do it natually! Thank you Michelle and Organic Angel for sharing your experience! We do become stronger as we overcome any difficulties.
I don't agree with the fact that ALL men judge women by their breasts. I've been small all my life and never had any difficulties attracting a man. Non of my past boyfriends mind it. Sexiness is in the mind. It's how you think and how you carry yourself. If you are confident, it is attractive to a man. My husband is a leg and ass man and he never mind my small breasts. You won't see him check in out other womens breasts! He does appreciate shapely legs, and a tone body. In fact, he doesn't want my breasts to grow too big! I'm doing NBE for myself and not for him I told him... You know, we've been married for over 19 years and he still has sexy dreams about me!! By the way, wonderbride is something that he came up with to call me. We never call each other by our names. It's always, honey, darling, babe or bunny rabbit, etc. well you know what I mean...lol Maybe I'm having some kind of mid life thing going on or something. When I turned 40 last year, all of a sudden I wanted boobs. I wanted to be curvacious and have a perfectly proportioned body.(proportioned to me anyway!:) I think the actress Halle Berry has really nice breasts. WHEN I get to 36C, I'll be so happy to be able to fill the darn bra, and have some bodacious cleavage! Can hardly wait :)
Organic Angel, I've also seen "The Secret" movie and it has really helped with my outlook on life. I try to focus only on the positive also and it has helped my NBE.
I know we can all get to our goals, it's just a matter of time. Try different things if whatever you're doing is not working right now. There is a host of information here right on the forum. You just have to find out what works for YOUR body!
Aloha and happy boobie growing everyone :)
"Adopt the pace of nature: Her secret is patience" -- Ralph Waldo Emerson
is to have the nice firm breast that I had before having my wonderful son 20 years ago. I still wear a 36B, but as any mother knows, it's not the same once they are stretched to D's during pregnancy & breastfeeding. I hope to get to a C-cup atleast, I think that would fill up what was once there quiet nicely. They are supposed to hang a little when they are bigger, but now they hang for no reason :)
I have to know...what's the secret movie? I saw the website from the BB user, is that the secret? I couldn't get it to play and forgot all about it. Thanks -- Sissy
sigh... i saw the new cosmo magazine on the shelf by a cash register yesterday... and the rack the magazine was sitting on was not half the size of the rack of woman on the cover.
i looked at it, didnt buy it, and said to myself "whatever. mine will be that big soon!"
I watched the trailor, and honestly in the beginning, my first response was - what a bunch of crap. But as I watched it till the end, I got to think that there could be sth on it. The least that is certain is that doing what they say provides two things which are indispensable to sucess at anything - motivation and determination. Although I don't believe much in the 'fate' and 'universe doing it for you', I think that whatever you want you have to make it happen yourself.
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Re: What is ur inspiration?
January 4 2007, 1:50 AM
"my inspiration is to be as gorgeous as I possibly can for my wonderful husband, whom I saw admiring boobs in a book once !!! he loves me how I am and because he really does that drives me to want to be the best me I can be !!! I love him so much !hes enjoying the growth so far !!! I'd love to wear low cut dresse but ministers dont do that lol.... jellyDeee.."
i am sorry no mean to offend but any guy who is admiring boobs that dont look like yours is most definately NOT wonderful. that is horrible that you feel the need to change for a guy. the guys i know know i want bigger boobs but always tell me my boobs are beautiful as they are, that is how your husband should be. he married you after all,. he shouldnt be enjoying any changes that happen to u, he should be indifferent.
also, bigger is not better, and stop saying it is. Its that kind of attitude thast drives so many women to severe depression over their breast size. i wouldnt even be here if i didnt hear so many people bad talk small breasts. Having big breasts wont make u a better woman, it will just make you a woman with bigger breasts
Wow this a long thread, with some scary and interesting stories. Surgery was never an option, so for a good number of years I felt quite bad, until I found this forum
which has given me a lot of hope...thanks to all :)
My inspiration...to be a "normal" woman - to be able to actually fill out a bra, not have a chest of a 12 year old boy.
When I looked at the picture pages it was great to see all the success some girls have had but then at the same time I felt frustrated because I'm not asking for much, maybe just an A would be nice!
I'm just lucky my boyfriend is really wonderful, but this is for me...I just want to be in the alphabet.
