...so, here I am going along happily, enjoying life (my NEW life!) and my new partner, we have been seeing each other nearly a year now and everything has been pretty good. Then all of a sudden...I start feeling uneasy. Nothing huge has gone wrong, and in fact all small things have been dealt with well. We're kind of beyond the new days, weeks and months and into the 'life as usual' stage. It seems though that that is exactly what is bothering me. I'm wondering if this is because it's somehow reminding me of how life used to be just before D-day with my now ex-H...when everything seemed ordinary. And I really am jumpy. It seems like I need extra reassurance that things are OK, and I am afraid to ask for it. It's kind of like a trigger, but different. And I don't know if it's any kind of gut feeling or just a ghostly reminder of my old life come back to bother me.
This probably sounds strange but, anyone else had this happen? I don't want to be paranoid and wreck everything, but somehow I just can't settle at the moment, and I'm worried about why..