She refused me sex the other night. First off I had to get drunk off my ass to even conscider doing her, it was afterall the 12th, 10 month anniversary of her showing him her love for him by giving up her ass to him. But what the hell, she refused me, second time in the week. I told her right after the A, I would never ask for sex again, tired of years of being turned down, just so she could go fuck someone else. Anyhow, I asked twice and got burned twice. She starts crying about how is she supposed to know what days she screwed around. Well if fucking up our marriage beyond repair wasn't a good enough reason, then I don't know what is. I told her long ago I hoped he was worth what she had done to me and that she had better not forget those days of "TRUE LOVE". I will never forget them, she'd better not either. She even reminded me how much better a lover he was not too long ago. I am emailing him to get her off my hands, seems he isn't to interested in the dirty whore either.

Jordan

Stick a fork in me, cuz I am done.

What is the point of this? I don't get it either.

Against my own better judgement, I'm responding to you, Jordan. On other threads you call Cyn every name in the book and admit that you only "use" her for sex to get your cookies off. And yet, you expect her to "be willing" at your beckoned call. You've got to be kidding. You're abusive and you don't care about your marriage. What do you care about? Why should she give a shit about just getting your rocks off if you're both not working toward something together?

Jordon, I'm willing to bet that you already know that what H2C is saying is true but you continue to degrade her.

I was betrayed too but I would have left long ago if I were Cyndee...

Charlie

Neitehr of you "get it"! Sex has nothing to do with this...it is all about YOU. From what I gather, you and your wife both have some deep rooted personal issues that need to be addressed as individuals before anything is going to even begin to get better in your marriage. But on the outside looking in, I dont see a marriage. I see two people who have hurt each other severly, and perhaps need to look at other options. And I am sorry, but I dont believe "financial circumstances", especially in this case, justifies the two of you staying together. You either love each other and find a way to work through your pain and build a healthy marriage (with professional help)or you get out and stop the abuse and suffering for all involved, including the pain and damage the two of you are imposing on your kids (although YOU may not see it, they are suffering too)! Just my opinion.

~ CAL
"You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection" ~ Buddha

I was just venting.

Jordan

Stick a fork in me, cuz I am done.